Apopthelema Entry 2 Part 1 by Kyle Nonneman

Apopthelema Entry 2 Part 1

by Kyle Nonneman

APOPTHELEMA #2:(())(())(())(())(())(())(())

\PERMANENT RUIN IN THE AGE OF HORUS/

! by nothingisttrue

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"SO SING ALONG /TO THE SUICIDE SONG/BLOW OUT YOUR BRAINS /DO IT TODAY! "-IMPALED NAZARENE

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"COME JOIN MY PHILOSOPHY/ABSOLUTE MISANTHROPY"-KREATOR

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"DARWIN EXPRESSED HIMSELF VERY GLOOMILY ON THE FUTURE OF HUMANITY,ON THE GROUND THAT IN OUR MODERN CIVILIZATION NATURAL SELECTION HAD NO PLAY,AND THE FITTEST DID NOT SURVIVE."-ALFRED WALLACE

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"FOSTERING THE GOOD FOR NOTHING AT THE EXPENSE OF THE GOOD IS AN EXTREME CRUELTY. IT IS A DELIBERATE STORING UP OF MISERIES FOR FUTURE GENERATIONS. THERE IS NO GREATER CURSE TO POSTERITY THAN THAT OF BEQUEATHING THEM AN INCREASING POPULATION OF IMBECILES"

-HERBERT SPENCER (PRINCIPLES OF SOCIOLOGY)

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"LISTENING TO THE COMEDIANS WHO COMMENT ON POLITICAL,SOCIAL, AND CULTURAL ISSUES, I NOTICE MOST OF THEIR MATERIAL REFLECTS AN UNDERLYING BELIEF THAT SOMEHOW THINGS WERE BETTER ONCE AND THAT WITH JUST A LITTLE EFFORT WE COULD SET THEM RIGHT AGAIN. THEY'RE LOOKING FOR SOLUTIONS,AND ROOTING FOR PARTICULAR RESULTS, AND I THINK THAT NECESSARILY LIMITS THE TONE AND SUBSTANCE OF WHAT THEY SAY. THEY'RE TALENTED AND FUNNY PEOPLE,BUT THEY'RE NOTHING MORE THAN CHEERLEADERS ATTACHED TO A SPECIFIC WISHED FOR OUTCOME. I DON'T FEEL SO CONFIDED . I FRANKLY DON'T GIVE A FUCK HOW IT TURNS OUT IN THIS COUNTRY. OR ANYWHERE ELSE FOR THAT MATTER. I THINK THE HUMAN GAME WAS UP A LONG TIME AGO (WHEN THE HIGH PRIESTS AND TRADERS TOOK OVER),AND NOW WERE JUST PLAYING OUT THE STRING. AND THAT IS OF COURSE PRECISELY WHAT I FIND SO AMUSING:THE SLOW CIRCLING OF THE DRAIN BY A ONCE PROMISING SPECIES. AND THE SAPPY EVER DESPERATE BELIEF IN THIS COUNTRY THAT THERE IS ACTUALLY SOME SORT OF "AMERICAN DREAM" WHICH HAS MERELY BEEN MISPLACED."-GEORGE CARLIN

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This columns was inspired by the speceist pro human statements made by members of the closet christian band Permanent Ruin, they play positive moralist dead horse kicking, bullshit false grind/Power violence for sheep that are stupid enough to believe humanity has a future. Every member of this band should F.o.a.d. especially there drummer.(The vocalist for Permanent Ruin helped get Mykel Board fired from M.R.R)

People trapped in abusive codependent relationships, become accustomed to the abuse and perpetual degradation. They become afraid of change, and render themselves incapable of moving on ,through there acceptance and tolerance. These codependent damage cases will then justify there wilful ignorance by clinging to false hope. They will make excuse for there partners abuse in order to justify the suffering. They will lie to themselves and say oh if i just love them more, they'll stop beating me, oh i can be her savior and she'll stop burning me with cigarettes and attacking me with knives when she gets drunk....But in the end they get drunk and violent again and one of you ends up in the hospital. I carved Rio's name onto my cock multiple times to prove my loyalty to her, because i was afraid to let go.

I took my ex Angie back after she beat and tortured our infant son while i was in jail on a probation violation, then lost custody and had her parental rights terminated as a result of her alcoholism and her use of crystal meth to self medicate her manic depression. The serpent devouring its tail over and over, as emotional abuse feeds into physical abuse and we end up developing a fetish for it, and it becomes as much a part of the foreplay as pissing in each others mouths did. It becomes the center of your world and you never want to move on , so you lie and pretend it will change but it never does. On a grander scale, humanities relationship with the world is quite similar. We know the world will never change for the better. Life will always be hell. But we keep pretending it will get better, and life will take a positive turn. But it never fucking happens. But out of cowardice we refuse to kill ourselves, for the same reasons i refused to break up with my x. So anybody who says they have hope in the human race, is just pathetic,scared and in denial,. Out of fear, they become wilfully blind to the harsh realities of life and death. Choosing instead to live as Somanabulant corpses.

"WHEN YOU'RE DROWNING, ANY HAND WILL DO" -JAMIE DELANO