Apopthelema Entry 2 Part 1
by Kyle Nonneman
APOPTHELEMA
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\PERMANENT RUIN IN THE AGE OF HORUS/
! by nothingisttrue
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"SO SING ALONG /TO THE SUICIDE
SONG/BLOW OUT YOUR BRAINS /DO IT TODAY! "-IMPALED NAZARENE
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"COME JOIN MY PHILOSOPHY/ABSOLUTE
MISANTHROPY"-KREATOR
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"DARWIN EXPRESSED HIMSELF VERY
GLOOMILY ON THE FUTURE OF HUMANITY,ON THE GROUND THAT IN OUR MODERN
CIVILIZATION NATURAL SELECTION HAD NO PLAY,AND THE FITTEST DID NOT
SURVIVE."-ALFRED WALLACE
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"FOSTERING THE GOOD FOR NOTHING AT
THE EXPENSE OF THE GOOD IS AN EXTREME CRUELTY. IT IS A DELIBERATE
STORING UP OF MISERIES FOR FUTURE GENERATIONS. THERE IS NO GREATER
CURSE TO POSTERITY THAN THAT OF BEQUEATHING THEM AN INCREASING
POPULATION OF IMBECILES"
-HERBERT
SPENCER (PRINCIPLES OF SOCIOLOGY)
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"LISTENING TO THE COMEDIANS WHO
COMMENT ON POLITICAL,SOCIAL, AND CULTURAL ISSUES, I NOTICE MOST OF
THEIR MATERIAL REFLECTS AN UNDERLYING BELIEF THAT SOMEHOW THINGS WERE
BETTER ONCE AND THAT WITH JUST A LITTLE EFFORT WE COULD SET THEM
RIGHT AGAIN. THEY'RE LOOKING FOR SOLUTIONS,AND ROOTING FOR PARTICULAR
RESULTS, AND I THINK THAT NECESSARILY LIMITS THE TONE AND SUBSTANCE
OF WHAT THEY SAY. THEY'RE TALENTED AND FUNNY PEOPLE,BUT THEY'RE
NOTHING MORE THAN CHEERLEADERS ATTACHED TO A SPECIFIC WISHED FOR
OUTCOME. I DON'T FEEL SO CONFIDED . I FRANKLY DON'T GIVE A FUCK HOW IT
TURNS OUT IN THIS COUNTRY. OR ANYWHERE ELSE FOR THAT MATTER. I THINK
THE HUMAN GAME WAS UP A LONG TIME AGO (WHEN THE HIGH PRIESTS AND
TRADERS TOOK OVER),AND NOW WERE JUST PLAYING OUT THE STRING. AND THAT
IS OF COURSE PRECISELY WHAT I FIND SO AMUSING:THE SLOW CIRCLING OF
THE DRAIN BY A ONCE PROMISING SPECIES. AND THE SAPPY EVER DESPERATE
BELIEF IN THIS COUNTRY THAT THERE IS ACTUALLY SOME SORT OF "AMERICAN
DREAM" WHICH HAS MERELY BEEN MISPLACED."-GEORGE CARLIN
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This columns was inspired by the
speceist pro human statements made by members of the closet christian
band Permanent Ruin, they play positive moralist dead horse kicking,
bullshit false grind/Power violence for sheep that are stupid enough
to believe humanity has a future. Every member of this band should
F.o.a.d. especially there drummer.(The vocalist for Permanent Ruin
helped get Mykel Board fired from M.R.R)
People trapped in abusive codependent
relationships, become accustomed to the abuse and perpetual
degradation. They become afraid of change, and render themselves
incapable of moving on ,through there acceptance and tolerance. These
codependent damage cases will then justify there wilful ignorance by
clinging to false hope. They will make excuse for there partners
abuse in order to justify the suffering. They will lie to themselves
and say oh if i just love them more, they'll stop beating me, oh i
can be her savior and she'll stop burning me with cigarettes and
attacking me with knives when she gets drunk....But in the end they
get drunk and violent again and one of you ends up in the hospital. I
carved Rio's name onto my cock multiple times to prove my loyalty to
her, because i was afraid to let go.
I took my ex Angie back after she beat
and tortured our infant son while i was in jail on a probation
violation, then lost custody and had her parental rights terminated
as a result of her alcoholism and her use of crystal meth to self
medicate her manic depression. The serpent devouring its tail over
and over, as emotional abuse feeds into physical abuse and we end up
developing a fetish for it, and it becomes as much a part of the
foreplay as pissing in each others mouths did. It becomes the center
of your world and you never want to move on , so you lie and pretend
it will change but it never does. On a grander scale, humanities
relationship with the world is quite similar. We know the world will
never change for the better. Life will always be hell. But we keep
pretending it will get better, and life will take a positive turn.
But it never fucking happens. But out of cowardice we refuse to kill
ourselves, for the same reasons i refused to break up with my x. So
anybody who says they have hope in the human race, is just
pathetic,scared and in denial,. Out of fear, they become wilfully
blind to the harsh realities of life and death. Choosing instead to
live as Somanabulant corpses.
"WHEN YOU'RE DROWNING, ANY HAND
WILL DO" -JAMIE DELANO
