Thursday, August 25, 2016


Apopthelema Entry 4 Part 2 by Kyle Nonneman

[Note: this was composed in prison where proof-reading facilities are notoriously bad. Please don't hold that against the author. You can contact Kyle through the link listed at the end of this entry.]


Apopthelema Entry 4 Part2

Thursday, August 25, 2016


THE AMERICAN NOISE SCENE AND THE ATROCITY EXHIBITION:
PART TWO
((THIS IS THE WAY STEP INSIDE))

NOISEBOARD COMPUTER COWARDS KILLED CASSETTE CULTURE....

"THE ONLINE PRESENCE OF NOISE IN THE EARLY 2000S ,WAS DEFINED AMONG NORTH AMERICANS WHO DEVELOPED AN INTERMEDIATED NETWORK OF FAN CREATED WEBPAGES. THE MAJORITY OF WEBSITES ABOUT NOISE HAVE BEEN ORGANIZED AND FREQUENTED BY NORTH AMERICAN PARTICIPANTS. ALTHOUGH THERE ARE A HANDFUL OF BILINGUAL JAPAN BASED SITES,MOST ARE POSTED IN ENGLISH ONLY. EVEN BY THE EARLY 2010S,MANY WELL-KNOWN JAPANESE NOISICIANS DID NOT YET HAVE WEBSITES AND ONLY A HANDFUL OF JAPANESE LABELS

HAVE DEVELOPED WEB BASED SALES PORTALS. IN ADDITION, NOT MANY JAPANESE AUTHORS POST RECORDINGS ONLINE OR CONTRIBUTE TO DISCUSSION BOARDS ABOUT NOISE INDIVIDUAL POSTERS CAN CHOOSE TO REMAIN ANONYMOUS, CHANGE THEIR NAMES REGULARLY & LURK VOYEURISTICLY. WHEREAS THE CASSETTE CULTURE GREW THROUGH BARTER EXCHANGE OF RECORDINGS BETWEEN FELLOW PRODUCERS,NOISE'S ONLINE COMMUNITIES CONVERGED THROUGH OPEN ACCESS TO CROWD SOURCED KNOWLEDGE.INDIVIDUALS COULD PARTICIPATE IN KNOWLEDGE CONSTRUCTION IN WAYS THAT REFLECTED LITTLE OR NO STAKE IN NOISE'S COMPLEXITIES"-NOVAK

Relapse records was responsible for the Japan American Noise treaty compilation issued in the 1990s. As well as the import and distribution of various Japanoise releases with sexual themed covers.Relapse was one of the primary sources outside of the underground cassette culture that brought noise to the attention of American audiences.Relapse dropped a couple Death Metal acts in the 90s, for having no image. The bands they did this to,were acts like Rottrevore, who were attempting to do something more original beyond death,destruction lyrics and instead wrote songs about politics and social criticism.

With Relapse's primary customer base being Metalheads, its very likely they repackaged and promoted Japanoise releases in this fashion in an effort to pander to the proclivities of there primary market demographic. This market obviously carried on the torch when they were inspired by Japanoise releases to start noise side projects as a break from there day jobs in Death/Gore Grind bands.

Noise quickly became a convenient outlet for suburban death metal fans to vent their repressed sexuality and it gave them a way to go from being a fan to an actual recording artist, without the ardent work of actually learning to play an insturment. Bringing the concept of 'Scene metal' to new heights of amateurish mediocrity. This only got worse when laptops were introduced into the equation. Previously they had to at least had buy pedals and learn to chain them together in a closed feedback loop.

Then of course crossover acts like Bastard Noise came out of the california hippy love punk scene, . Bastard Noise's success is largely due to them being the only noise/faux p.e. distributed by punk/grind labels like Deep Six. Bastard Noise also focused on lyrical themes and imagery that unlike British Power Electronics were easily digestible by punk kids and deemed acceptable by the P.C scene police. They didn't do much in terms of innovation, they simply performed a safer defanged easier to swallow strain of extreme electronic music that lame punks could handle, instead of the more subversive and honest sounds of Whitehouse & Sutciffe Jugend.
Its of course ironic and fitting that one of the most active and well-known american noise acts is called Bastard Noise. Since the American Underground is largely founded more on derivative bastardization of foreign subcultures than originality.Which makes sense in the larger context of american history, since this country was stolen by immigrants who transplanted themselves here by force and are forced now to either disown and live in shame of what little cultural heritage they have or be branded a racist. A lot of them also deal with there guilt over being white and compensate for their lack of cultural roots by adopting the identity and culture of other races.
Rap music used to be a form of urban protest music for blacks to fight back against the status quo of american society. Now its just another form of bubblegum pop music and you see trailer trash inbred white dudes in prison with thug life tattoos.Think about that next time you hear Michael Gira talk about turning all the A.C. off in the venue to make it more like a Native American Sweatlodge.... Gira should make the venue more like that Great White/Whitesnake show back in the eighties where all the butt rockers burned alive .

Sunday, August 14, 2016

Apopthelema Entry 4 Part 1 by Kyle Nonneman


Apopthelema Entry 4 Part 1 by Kyle Nonneman

[Note: this was composed in prison where proof-reading facilities are notoriously bad. Please don't hold that against the author. You can contact Kyle through the link listed at the end of this entry.]


Apopthelema Entry 4 Part1

Sunday, August 14, 2016


THE AMERICAN NOISE SCENE AND THE ATROCITY EXHIBITION:  PART ONE

(THIS IS THE WAY STEP INSIDE....)

FIRST HERE'S A WORD FROM OUR SPONSORS:

"IN BATAILLE'S MYTHOLOGY,THE ECSTASY OF THE TORTURE VICTIM LENT WEIGHT TO THE ECSTASY OF THE GREAT SADISTS GILLES DE RAIS,ERZSEBET BATHORY DE NASSADY,DONA CATALINA DE LOS RIOS OR AGAIN TO THE MAN WHO WANTED TO SEE THE TORTURED BODIES OF WHICH PLATO SPEAKS, TO THE ITHYPHALLIC FLAGELLATORS OF CHRIST"-J.M. LO DUCA
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"THIS URGE,WHAT IT COMES DOWN TO IS, "WHAT IS THE BODY?
IN WESTERN CULTURE,PEOPLE ARE SO BODY CONSCIOUS THEY DONT KNOW THEY ARE LIVING IN IT. THE ONLY TIME YOU CAN START TO FIGURE THAT OUT IS WHEN YOU START PIERCING,TATTOOING ,PLAYING WITH IT, MODIFYING IT. THAT IS THE ONLY TIME YOU FIND OUT WHO YOU ARE.THAT SHORT INSTANT WHEN THE NEEDLE IS GOING THROUGH YOUR FLESH,YOU MAY HAVE A REALIZATION OF WHO YOU ARE. THE NEEDLE IS GOING THROUGH MY BODY BUT ITS NOT GOING THROUGH ME. SO IT DOESNT HURT.

[...] WE ARE AT THE LOWEST STATE OF CONSCIOUSNESS THERE IS. EVEN ANIMALS HAVE A HIGHER STATE OF CONSCIOUSNESS THAN MOST OF THESE PEOPLE RUNNING AROUND IN THREE PIECE SUITS.

THE POINT IS,THE IDEA OF MORTALITY AND IMMORTALITY IS ALL MESSED UP AND IS VERY UNREAL. IT ALL STARTED WITH ST.PAUL AND THE PERVERSION OF THE TEACHINGS OF CHRIST."-FAKIR MUSAFAR
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"In a 1994 essay, published in the underground music magazine G-Modern,Mikawa Toshiji of Incapacitants criticized overseas comps for creating & enforcing the categories of Japanoise. Mikawa argued that japanese noise was presented to foreign audiences as a landscape of radical incommensurability, which forced Noisicians to define themselves against an Orientalist projection.

His examples are the covers of Extreme Music From Japan, Land of the Rising Noise, and Come Again II,. Many of the Japanese performers on these compilations were frustrated and disturbed by the artwork chosen to represent the Japanese Noise scene. Shocking images of sexual bondage and physical violence were used on the covers of several early recordings by Japanese Noise artists in the 1980s. Primarily Merzbow. Most famously on his Music for Bondage Performance cd. Associations with deviant sex quickly became an important part of overseas knowledge about Japanese Noise. Especially in the 1990s, as hentai filtered into underground media circulation such as the Urutsukidoji series.

Noise Artists North America began to use images inspired by Merzbow,often borrowing from Japnese pornography {..}

"japanoise became a mirror ball of distorted perspectives that could only reflect the projections of an outsider back into their own view"-Novak
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"It wouldn't be totally irrelevant to say that the bias that is preoccupying the producers is encapsulated in these images. That Noise should remind us of some sort of torture;and then that being exposed to these sounds transforms torture into pleasure-and then that idea is related to these images that evoke torture victims; then it goes without saying that beyond the diversity of the works included the images add a framework to these compilations which takes power over the minds of their buyers. This distorted perception of Noise was mapped onto its creative sources as Japanese artists were forced to define themselves in relation to a Japanese noise scene. then changed their work to avoid being categorized under those terms.

Regardless of whetber one accepts these visual choices or is disgusted by them, the use of these images has affected the minds of the individual artists on these albums.{..} so now what has been represented as japanese noise at first by exaggeration based on the lack of sufficent information in the early period,then labeled with attributes that summarized the group from the distant perspective of overseas reception and then represented by the glut of information in later periods-is forced to define itself"

-Mikawa



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Monday, August 1, 2016

Apopthelema Entry 3 Part 7 by Kyle Nonneman

Monday, August 1, 2016

Apopthelema Entry 3 Part 7 by Kyle Nonneman


[Note: this was composed in prison where proof-reading facilities are notoriously bad. Please don't hold that against the author. You can contact Kyle through the link listed at the end of this entry.]


Apopthelema Entry 3 Part 7
 
ANTINATALIST RANT INSPIRED BY THE FILM :
I SMILE BACK

(AKA I SAW YOUR MOMMY!)

STARRING SARAH SILVERMAN

This film is a lot like Possession minus the tentacle monster sex.. Watch this fucking movie if you ever wanted to fully understand the lyrics to Berkertex Bribe by Crass..Its a brutally honest film about motherhood thats as cute&cuddly as Trevor Browns paintings & Spiegelman's Maus comix and moving as the classic novelization of the Hedda Nussenbaum case Susan Brownmiller wrote.

In the grand Plathian feminist horror tradition of films like Boxing Helena, It lives Again, Frances,& Ciao! Manhattan .The perfect film for those who use well read copies of the Scum Manifesto to wipe up the semen when there done jerking off to those Law & Order Svu episodes where Mariska Hartigay becomes a victim and gets bound and gagged..for those who want to wallow in all that degradation,

This film takes the downward spiral hinted at in films like Smithereens to a level closer to the heart... Its like Kathy Acker coldly dissecting the lies told by common chick flicks and showing the cold ugly reality of life in this society for what it truly is.

It brings to mind the lyrics Stevie Nick's Gold Dust Woman as much as it does various Jarboe fronted Swans songs..A nihilistic argument for antinatalism and a reminder of how fucking worthless our existence is wrapped loosely in the sheep's clothing of a Lifetime original film saved by the female lead showing us all her wounds..Watching her slow inexorable demise..

The demise all too familar to those who have sat in dilapidated motel rooms, listening to former house wives turned meth whores rant about how they're a good mommy and if it wasn't for this or that sick motherfucker doing this to her. She loves her kids.. Till you shut her up by handing her a pipe or shoving another cock down her throat.You let procreating the human species become your fucking purpose in life and find meaning in the love of your parasitic offspring, you deserve what the fuck you get..

A lot of people will look at this film as if the female protagonist is a martyr and a victim of a cruel misogynist conspiracy..Shocked and appalled to the point in which they have to simply find someone to blame for what happens, other than the mommy character of course or the cold relative chaotic nature of the universe or the cruelty intrinsic to human nature....

That's as hard to swallow as a shit & blood-stained cock fresh from a cheating housewife's rectum.(A tighter alternative to her blown-out birth hole) So in misandrist tradition they blame the men in the film.Which isn't what happens.

She creates her own hells through her own actions.. Pure and simple.My ex- tried to tell me she loved children, she beat and starved our newborn son, was given many treatment opportunities, fucked it all off to get high. She tried to relapse on crystal meth in a motel room off interstate in Portland. Using the same shit again that caused her to lose her kids in the first place. Don't pretend to be something your not. She didn't love her fucking kids , they were just a way to make people feel sorry for her and overlook her drug addiction, wearing the crown of victimhood upon her head.

It wasn't enough to fuck up her own life, no she had to bring others into this world and fuck their lives up along with her own. No one is innocent.

If you're a sick fuck, you'll also find some decent clips in this film to jerk off to . you can politicize onanist depravity by directing your attention to something not meant to be used in that fashion. Its forbidden. As a result, its more attractive ...I SMILE BACK.....(through feces clotted with blood. Mistakes & failures desecrating the venerable sanctity of family life and honest morality...).

This film is based on a book."feminist" fiction tends to be more honest than prose. Like Dworkin's novel Ice & Fire, a long out of print tale written in a deliberate and admitted pastiche of Henry Miller & Genet's style and themes, Dworkin's novel goes into her Electra complexed ambivalence towards rape and explores her daddy/daughter incest fantasies and BDSM proclivities. In that novel, Dworkin shows a lot of skeletons in her closet and got too autobiographical and honest.

Her later non fiction prose was designed as self therapy to shove those skeletons back in the closest and build a wall of denial around the harsh realities of what she really desired and wanted in life. Reminding me of the attacks porn stars voice at feminists, porn stars label them jealous self loathing misogynists, trying to demonize and victimize the pretty successful girls who can come out and be women, and explore and express their sexual nature with pride and honor not shame. A lot of this is the pouting of sore losers that are fucked up in the head and can't handle reality , so they try to reinvent everyone else's reality to try and pander to their own mental disease.

I SMILE BACK...
(LOOK BACK&LAUGH)
(BECAUSE ITS ALL A FUCKING SICK JOKE).
YUM YAB....!


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