Monday, August 1, 2016
Apopthelema Entry 3 Part 7 by Kyle Nonneman
[Note: this was composed in prison where proof-reading facilities are notoriously bad. Please don't hold that against the author. You can contact Kyle through the link listed at the end of this entry.]
Apopthelema Entry 3 Part 7
ANTINATALIST RANT INSPIRED BY THE FILM :
I SMILE BACK
(AKA I SAW YOUR MOMMY!)
STARRING SARAH SILVERMAN
This film is a lot like Possession minus the tentacle monster sex.. Watch this fucking movie if you ever wanted to fully understand the lyrics to Berkertex Bribe by Crass..Its a brutally honest film about motherhood thats as cute&cuddly as Trevor Browns paintings & Spiegelman's Maus comix and moving as the classic novelization of the Hedda Nussenbaum case Susan Brownmiller wrote.
In the grand Plathian feminist horror tradition of films like Boxing Helena, It lives Again, Frances,& Ciao! Manhattan .The perfect film for those who use well read copies of the Scum Manifesto to wipe up the semen when there done jerking off to those Law & Order Svu episodes where Mariska Hartigay becomes a victim and gets bound and gagged..for those who want to wallow in all that degradation,
This film takes the downward spiral hinted at in films like Smithereens to a level closer to the heart... Its like Kathy Acker coldly dissecting the lies told by common chick flicks and showing the cold ugly reality of life in this society for what it truly is.
It brings to mind the lyrics Stevie Nick's Gold Dust Woman as much as it does various Jarboe fronted Swans songs..A nihilistic argument for antinatalism and a reminder of how fucking worthless our existence is wrapped loosely in the sheep's clothing of a Lifetime original film saved by the female lead showing us all her wounds..Watching her slow inexorable demise..
The demise all too familar to those who have sat in dilapidated motel rooms, listening to former house wives turned meth whores rant about how they're a good mommy and if it wasn't for this or that sick motherfucker doing this to her. She loves her kids.. Till you shut her up by handing her a pipe or shoving another cock down her throat.You let procreating the human species become your fucking purpose in life and find meaning in the love of your parasitic offspring, you deserve what the fuck you get..
A lot of people will look at this film as if the female protagonist is a martyr and a victim of a cruel misogynist conspiracy..Shocked and appalled to the point in which they have to simply find someone to blame for what happens, other than the mommy character of course or the cold relative chaotic nature of the universe or the cruelty intrinsic to human nature....
That's as hard to swallow as a shit & blood-stained cock fresh from a cheating housewife's rectum.(A tighter alternative to her blown-out birth hole) So in misandrist tradition they blame the men in the film.Which isn't what happens.
She creates her own hells through her own actions.. Pure and simple.My ex- tried to tell me she loved children, she beat and starved our newborn son, was given many treatment opportunities, fucked it all off to get high. She tried to relapse on crystal meth in a motel room off interstate in Portland. Using the same shit again that caused her to lose her kids in the first place. Don't pretend to be something your not. She didn't love her fucking kids , they were just a way to make people feel sorry for her and overlook her drug addiction, wearing the crown of victimhood upon her head.
It wasn't enough to fuck up her own life, no she had to bring others into this world and fuck their lives up along with her own. No one is innocent.
If you're a sick fuck, you'll also find some decent clips in this film to jerk off to . you can politicize onanist depravity by directing your attention to something not meant to be used in that fashion. Its forbidden. As a result, its more attractive ...I SMILE BACK.....(through feces clotted with blood. Mistakes & failures desecrating the venerable sanctity of family life and honest morality...).
This film is based on a book."feminist" fiction tends to be more honest than prose. Like Dworkin's novel Ice & Fire, a long out of print tale written in a deliberate and admitted pastiche of Henry Miller & Genet's style and themes, Dworkin's novel goes into her Electra complexed ambivalence towards rape and explores her daddy/daughter incest fantasies and BDSM proclivities. In that novel, Dworkin shows a lot of skeletons in her closet and got too autobiographical and honest.
Her later non fiction prose was designed as self therapy to shove those skeletons back in the closest and build a wall of denial around the harsh realities of what she really desired and wanted in life. Reminding me of the attacks porn stars voice at feminists, porn stars label them jealous self loathing misogynists, trying to demonize and victimize the pretty successful girls who can come out and be women, and explore and express their sexual nature with pride and honor not shame. A lot of this is the pouting of sore losers that are fucked up in the head and can't handle reality , so they try to reinvent everyone else's reality to try and pander to their own mental disease.
I SMILE BACK...
(LOOK BACK&LAUGH)
(BECAUSE ITS ALL A FUCKING SICK JOKE).
YUM YAB....!
MORE TO COME...
(contact Kyle at: http://www.writeaprisoner.com/template.aspx?i=z-16534211)
I SMILE BACK
(AKA I SAW YOUR MOMMY!)
STARRING SARAH SILVERMAN
This film is a lot like Possession minus the tentacle monster sex.. Watch this fucking movie if you ever wanted to fully understand the lyrics to Berkertex Bribe by Crass..Its a brutally honest film about motherhood thats as cute&cuddly as Trevor Browns paintings & Spiegelman's Maus comix and moving as the classic novelization of the Hedda Nussenbaum case Susan Brownmiller wrote.
In the grand Plathian feminist horror tradition of films like Boxing Helena, It lives Again, Frances,& Ciao! Manhattan .The perfect film for those who use well read copies of the Scum Manifesto to wipe up the semen when there done jerking off to those Law & Order Svu episodes where Mariska Hartigay becomes a victim and gets bound and gagged..for those who want to wallow in all that degradation,
This film takes the downward spiral hinted at in films like Smithereens to a level closer to the heart... Its like Kathy Acker coldly dissecting the lies told by common chick flicks and showing the cold ugly reality of life in this society for what it truly is.
It brings to mind the lyrics Stevie Nick's Gold Dust Woman as much as it does various Jarboe fronted Swans songs..A nihilistic argument for antinatalism and a reminder of how fucking worthless our existence is wrapped loosely in the sheep's clothing of a Lifetime original film saved by the female lead showing us all her wounds..Watching her slow inexorable demise..
The demise all too familar to those who have sat in dilapidated motel rooms, listening to former house wives turned meth whores rant about how they're a good mommy and if it wasn't for this or that sick motherfucker doing this to her. She loves her kids.. Till you shut her up by handing her a pipe or shoving another cock down her throat.You let procreating the human species become your fucking purpose in life and find meaning in the love of your parasitic offspring, you deserve what the fuck you get..
A lot of people will look at this film as if the female protagonist is a martyr and a victim of a cruel misogynist conspiracy..Shocked and appalled to the point in which they have to simply find someone to blame for what happens, other than the mommy character of course or the cold relative chaotic nature of the universe or the cruelty intrinsic to human nature....
That's as hard to swallow as a shit & blood-stained cock fresh from a cheating housewife's rectum.(A tighter alternative to her blown-out birth hole) So in misandrist tradition they blame the men in the film.Which isn't what happens.
She creates her own hells through her own actions.. Pure and simple.My ex- tried to tell me she loved children, she beat and starved our newborn son, was given many treatment opportunities, fucked it all off to get high. She tried to relapse on crystal meth in a motel room off interstate in Portland. Using the same shit again that caused her to lose her kids in the first place. Don't pretend to be something your not. She didn't love her fucking kids , they were just a way to make people feel sorry for her and overlook her drug addiction, wearing the crown of victimhood upon her head.
It wasn't enough to fuck up her own life, no she had to bring others into this world and fuck their lives up along with her own. No one is innocent.
If you're a sick fuck, you'll also find some decent clips in this film to jerk off to . you can politicize onanist depravity by directing your attention to something not meant to be used in that fashion. Its forbidden. As a result, its more attractive ...I SMILE BACK.....(through feces clotted with blood. Mistakes & failures desecrating the venerable sanctity of family life and honest morality...).
This film is based on a book."feminist" fiction tends to be more honest than prose. Like Dworkin's novel Ice & Fire, a long out of print tale written in a deliberate and admitted pastiche of Henry Miller & Genet's style and themes, Dworkin's novel goes into her Electra complexed ambivalence towards rape and explores her daddy/daughter incest fantasies and BDSM proclivities. In that novel, Dworkin shows a lot of skeletons in her closet and got too autobiographical and honest.
Her later non fiction prose was designed as self therapy to shove those skeletons back in the closest and build a wall of denial around the harsh realities of what she really desired and wanted in life. Reminding me of the attacks porn stars voice at feminists, porn stars label them jealous self loathing misogynists, trying to demonize and victimize the pretty successful girls who can come out and be women, and explore and express their sexual nature with pride and honor not shame. A lot of this is the pouting of sore losers that are fucked up in the head and can't handle reality , so they try to reinvent everyone else's reality to try and pander to their own mental disease.
I SMILE BACK...
(LOOK BACK&LAUGH)
(BECAUSE ITS ALL A FUCKING SICK JOKE).
YUM YAB....!
MORE TO COME...
(contact Kyle at: http://www.writeaprisoner.com/template.aspx?i=z-16534211)
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