APOPTHELEMA ENTRY 16 PART 2 by Kyle Nonneman

(Note: This is the latest entry from Kyle... I'll return to his previous entries after this one is complete.)

(Note: Part 16 is the latest entry from Kyle... I'll return to his previous entries after this one is complete.)

APOPTHELEMA ENTRY 16 PART 2

by Kyle Nonneman

[Note: this was composed in prison where proof-reading facilities are notoriously bad. Please don't hold that against the author. You can contact Kyle through the address listed at the end]

SVTANS TRVTH REVEALED::

SURVIVAL IS THE SLOWEST FORM OF SUICIDE

THE PATH TO HELL IS THE ONLY ROAD OPEN BEFORE US.

WE ALL MUST SURRENDER TO DEATH'S INEVITABLE EMBRACE

IN SILENT PLACES OF INVERTED WORSHIP.

IN THE FATHOMLESS BLACKNESS,

COLORLESS AND BLIND VAST BLACK MAGGOTS CHITINOUS DEVOUR OUR SPECIES.

WITH TWITCHING MANDIBLES THE BEAST GOD FEEDS

IN THE GODLESS SUBTERRANEAN CAVES BENEATH THE DEAD EARTH

EMOTIONLESS AS AN INSECT

THE BLACK FLESHED MAGGOT BEAST GOD REMINDS US

THAT OUR WEAKNESS IS BEYOND CONTEMPT

VOICING BACKWARDS PRAYERS 

FROM TWITCHING LARVAL THROATS

VOMITING UPON THE DESECRATED REMAINS 

OF MANKIND'S GREATEST RELIGIONS

LEAVING ITS CLOVEN HOOFPRINTS

ON THE PATH OF THE NIGHT

COMMITTING INDESCRIBABLE SINS

IN THE NAME OF SATAN

IN EONS GONE BY THE EVIL SHALL FOREVER REIGN!

/{DIAB0LVS:

{Die irae, dies ilia}

{Solvet saeclum in favilla}

{Teste Satan cum Sibylla}

{Quantus tremor est futurus}

{Quando Vindex est venturus}

{Cuncta stricte discussurus}

{Dies irae, dies illai}

THE KINGDOM OF GOD IS A CANCEROUS MALIGN INFECTION

SPREAD BY PAPAL RATS TWITCHING WITH HUMAN FACES

IN THE TIME OF THE EMPTY THRONE

WIND IN THE TREES NO MORE

THE DEPRESSION AND DESPAIR INFILTRATING 

THE ABYSSES OF THE HUMAN SOUL ARE SYMPTOMS OF THE DISEASE

THE OPPOSERS BREED IN THE OUTSIDE SPACES BEYOND THE GATES

FIGHTING THE PLAGUE

SLAUGHTERING THE TYPHOID CATTLE

/{SANCTVS:

[Sanctus, Satanas, Sanctus,]

[Dominus Diabolus Sabaoth]

[Sanctus Satanas Sanctus]

[Satanas -venire]

[Satanas - venire]

[Ave Satanas , ave Satanas!]

[Tui sunt caeli]

[Tua est terra]

[Ave Satanas.]

MASS REJECTION OF THE DIVINITY OF CHRIST

SYNAGOGUES RAZED IN SEPULCHRAL RITES

FOR THE GREATER GLORY OF SATAN

PLUNDER AND BUTCHERY IN THE HOLY LAND

PRIESTS ROASTED ALIVE

NUNS AND MAIDENS RAVISHED IN THE ASHES

THE SURFACE OF THE EARTH CHARRED 

BY THE GREAT DECEIVER

FOR RELIGION TO DIE 

ALL MANKIND MUST BE EXTERMINATED

DECAPITATED BODIES NAILED TO INVERTED CROSSES

PILES OF HUMAN SKULLS FORM PYRAMIDS

MOCKINGLY POINTING TOWARDS THE EMPTY HEAVENS ABOVE

NOT A SINGLE EYE REMAINS OPEN TO SHED A TEAR

FOR THE MASSACRE 

THE IRRATIONAL BLINDNESS OF HUMANITY

INTERRED WITH THE BONES 

OF ALL THOSE WHO DIED 

IN TORMENT IMMEMORIAL

WITH BURNINGS & KILLINGS 

WE GLORIFY THE GREAT DECEIVER

AS ZION BURNS

SATAN'S TRUTH IS REVEALED 

IN SIGNALS MADE OF CORPSES PILED HIGH 

BLOOD DRIPPING IN THE SHAPE OF INVERTED PENTAGRAMS

FROM THE MORTAL WOUNDS INFLICTED ON THE DYING EARTH

A SUMMONING OF SOMETHING HIDDEN IN HELL FOR AEONS

STRUGGLING TO BE LET LOOSE

NOW SHAMBLING FOURTH TO DESTROY EVERYTHING

THE DOOMED MORTALS ALREADY RESIGNED 

TO THE INEVITABILITY OF DEATH

AS SATAN'S TRUTH IS REVEALED

SCREAMS DYING IN BURNT FLESH 

MISANTHROPIC WAVES OF DESTRUCTION

SPREAD OUT ACROSS THE FIELDS OF CORPSES

BLUE SKIES NOW CLOTTED BLACK

WITH THE FADED SHEEN OF OLD BLOOD 

THE SHATTERED BLOODY WRECKAGE OF THE EARTH 

AND THE EXTERMINATION OF MANKIND

PROVIDE THE LIFE'S BLOOD NECESSARY TO INVOKE THIS DEMONIC ABOMINATION

SATAN'S EYE REFLECT ONLY CRUELTY & DESOLATION

AS SATAN'S TRUTH REVEALS 

HORRORS PREVIOUSLY UNKNOWN TO THIS PLANET

/Lucifer, Ouyar, Chameron,Aliseon,Mandousin,Premy,Oriet,Naydru,Esmony,

Eparinesont, Estio,Dumosson,Danochar,Casmiel,Hayras,Fabelleronthou,Sodirno,

Peatham,Venite,Venite,

LUCIFER.

Amen.

You can contact Kyle at:

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 #16534211

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Salem OR 97310

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APOPTHELEMA ENTRY 16 PART 1 by Kyle Nonneman

(Note: This is the latest entry from Kyle... I'll return to his previous entries after this one is complete.)

APOPTHELEMA ENTRY 16 PART 1

by Kyle Nonneman

[Note: this was composed in prison where proof-reading facilities are notoriously bad. Please don't hold that against the author. You can contact Kyle through the address listed at the end of this entry.]

WEEKEND NACHOS - STILL
Weird violent fusion of Slap A Ham & Slapshot that kinda works.... Like they enjoyed both sides of the Spazz/25 Ta Life Split 7"...

M.R.R. columnists say this band's politics aren't kosher. So it has the added subversive appeal of a blacklisted Hollywood film from the Mccarthy era... Fuck what M.R.R. says.

Historically in the late 1970s through 1984 San Francisco was a hotbed of experimental /postpunk/industrial. Survival Research Laboratories/Factrix/Subterranean. Until Harvey Milk was assassinated and Mayor Diane Feinstein tore up & redeveloped downtown. Then all the innovative transgressive acts moved to New York & Colorado and generic hardcore took over the scene.
Now what little is left of the generic hardcore scene is being destroyed by San Francisco based MaximumRockNRoll. A zine based out of a scene hostile to experimentation & innovation shouldn't be allowed to call the shots and police the rest of the underground.

There's a nice parallel between what happened to the bohemian friendly downtown SF when a female mayor took over SF after Milk's death and when female editors took over MRR after firing the best columnist. (Shitworkers always made me think of Mentors' Sewage Worker..)
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LAMB OF GOD -AS THE PALACES BURN

Lamb Of God is the MxPx of speed metal!

This sounds like charter members of the Fred Durst fanclub doing shitty Vengeance Rising covers. I read an interview with this major label false band in Guitar World. The front cover said some inane shit about Lamb Of God saving Extreme Metal.

Extreme Metal being delegated to a more marginalized underground fringe kvlt status and losing its commercial viability as a radio friendly consumer product is a good thing. Lamb of God sells edited versions of their already weak false metal. You have no fucking artistic integrity anymore once you agree to sell censored versions of your music. Lamb of God are just a basely derivative pastiche of melodic American speed metal filtered through the bile of Hot Topic metalcore/post Slipknot/In Flames radio rock.

Lamb Of God is so derivative you lose track of who they're ripping off at the moment... Lamb Of God apologizes in the interview for previously calling the original incarnation of their band Burn The Priest. Assuring the mainstream corporate trend slaves there was nothing satanic about it. They just wanted to shock people. Then they fittingly change their name to something obviously intended to be sympathetic to christians and fill their lyrics and song titles with generic,subjective and overtly ambiguous content. So they avoid offending anyone.

That's why this album is called palaces burn instead of churches. It's even more of a sellout tactic then the 1980s thrash bands that yelled about satan on their first couple albums then started singing about nuclear war or whatever by the 3rd album. There's no point in even acknowledging the existence of this false band of alterna-jock sellouts. They represent the new wave of american butt metal. Thats all.

Acts like Lamb Of God are worse then the 1980s spandex & hairspray poodle rock bands because those bands owned their falseness. They didn't delusionally pretend to be extreme metal or put on a false front to trick people into thinking they were a legit extreme metal. They owned it. They rocked the faux transvestive Dr. Franken-fondler makeup and the neon spandex and came right out of the closet.

Take Carpathian Forest's advice and "Spill The Blood Of the Lamb".

You can contact Kyle at:

 Kyle Nonneman

 #16534211

Osci

3405 Deerpark Dr SE

Salem OR 97310

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I'm Mykel Board, and I post for Kyle because no one else will. If you're interested in my own ideas, you can read me at: mykelsblog.blogspot.com

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APOPTHELEMA SPECIAL FEATURE ON AMALIE BRUUN AND MYRKUR 2 OF 2

SPECIAL FEATURE ON AMALIE BRUUN AND MYRKUR PART 2 by Kyle Nonneman

by Kyle Nonneman

[Note: this was composed in prison where proof-reading facilities are notoriously bad. Please don't hold that against the author. You can contact Kyle through the address listed at the end of this entry.] 

"THE WHOLE QUEST FOR EQUALITY FROM THE CIVIL RIGHTS AND WOMEN'S MOVEMENTS BAFFLES ME! THE STRUGGLE FOR EQUALITY FROM WITHIN A CORRUPT SOCIETY IS AN UNWORTHY GOAL!

FOR WOMEN SEEKING EQUALITY IS LIKE ASKING FOR THE RIGHT TO PARTICIPATE IN A SOCIETY WHICH IS CONSPIRING AGAINST YOU. IT IMPLIES THE RECOGNITION OF A SYSTEM BASED ON SUPERIORITY AND EXCLUSION.

DEMANDING A PLACE NEXT TO THE PEOPLE WHOSE VALUES YOU OBJECT TO DEFEATS YOUR PURPOSE!

EQUALITY IS NOT THE PROBLEM OR THE SOLUTION,AND EVEN IF IT WAS, IT COULD NOT BE OBTAINED BY ADOPTING FOR YOURSELF THE PROCEDURES OF THE VERY STRUCTURE YOU FIND UNEQUAL. THE SECOND YOU CROSS THAT LINE YOU'RE ON THEIR SIDE. THEY SET IT UP THAT WAY. YOUR ACKNOWLEDGEMENT OF THEIR POWER IS ALL IT TAKES FOR THEM TO CONTROL YOU. THE ACTS OF ASKING OR DEMANDING OUR OBVIOUS BASIC RIGHTS ACTUALLY STRENGTHENS THEIR POWER OVER US. ACCEPTING AND HONORING THEIR MINUSCULE GIFT OF EQUALITY ONLY REASSURES THEM THAT WE ACCEPT OUR POSITION AS VICTIMS. THIS EXCHANGE STRENGTHENS AND LEGITIMIZES PATRIARCHY. "

WHAT GETS ACHIEVED BY PRODUCING SEGREGATED EVENTS IN ORDER TO MAKE WOMEN OR MINORITIES MORE VISIBLE IN ALTERNATIVE MUSIC?

I WANT TO BELIEVE THAT WOMEN ARE DOING EXACTLY WHAT THEY WANT IN ALTERNATIVE MUSIC. IF THERE IS ONE THING WE LEARN FROM MINUTE TO MINUTE SUBJUGATION TO PERVERTED PATRIARCHY ,IT IS THAT IN ORDER TO SURVIVE YOU HAVE TO BANISH THE IDEA OF YOURSELF AS VICTIM ALTOGETHER. OTHERWISE YOU WILL DEFEAT YOURSELF BEFORE YOU EVEN GET STARTED. 

"WE HAVE GOTTEN SO ACCUSTOMED TO TOKENISM AND NOVELTY THAT WE BEGIN TO BELIEVE THOSE ARE THE SIGNS OF PROGRESS" -SUE ANN HARKEY 
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Ever notice Derketa isnt mentioned in Choosing Death? Arch Enemy pretends great bands like Derketa don't exist because it ruins their marketing gimmick. Arch Enemy's token inclusion in Choosing Death was an apologist disclaimer to quiet the author's guilt and self loathing over the themes of a lot of grind & death metal,and an attempt to repackage the subversive subject matter into something more acceptable to the common herd. That's bullshit. 

Same thing was done with Fight Your Own War, the headpress book on Power electronics with its inclusion of Brut. I love Rosemary Malign's work. She is one of the preeminent artists working within extreme music. She was like a sister to me and she was always more legit, extreme and uncompromising then most the male artists in the power electronics scene. She achieved her status through the strength of her performances and the quality of her work. Not from bitching in zines about discrimination and gender politics to extort and blackmail losers into praising her work to prevent being labeled misogynists.

Too many women within extreme music ostracize themselves and become the target of contempt when they spend more fucking time criticizing and challenging the themes of other artists and trying to make themselves into victims and martyrs instead of just focusing on their art and putting out good records and strong live performances. 

In a lot of cases you have women who go into extreme metal and power electronics and don't take it seriously. They troll these scenes talking shit and trying to incite controversy so they can lash back and self-righteously sit upon the throne of victimhood and call everyone who dissents a sexist pig. It's a game to them. That's all. It's trolling from trolls who know that they can play the misogynist trump card if they're called on their shit. And the reasons those people are hated has nothing to do with gender.

This is probably part of the reason you see Amalie Brunn trying to market her work as Black Metal knowing by self identifying as a Black Metal musician shes putting a target on her back. If this wasn't the case she would simply market her work towards the Goth/Neofolk scene instead who would be far more accepting and appreciative of her work. My hatred of these type of people has nothing to do with misogynist ignorance. 

Valerie Solanas is one of my favorite writers. I don't agree with a lot of it , but her prose style has had a very obvious influence on my own writings. Ayn Rand's work which I've been reading since i was 11, has had a very powerful and significant influence on my life. Ayn Rand's work had a significant influence on Laveyian Satanism and the immanent side of the left hand path. As much as Ragnar Redbeard's Might Is Right. 

One of the interesting things about Valerie Solanas is Faust killed a gay man and people call him a homophobe for it and trying to stop him from drumming at fests. Solanas attempted to assassinate a vastly influential gay artist who was an inspiration to a lot of people ... And was called the "First outstanding champion of women's rights" by N.O.W who represented her at trial. These inconsistent and hypocritical double standards are fucked up.

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You can contact Kyle at:

 Kyle Nonneman

 #16534211

Osci

3405 Deerpark Dr SE

Salem OR 97310

And here's some more art from Kyle:

You can also see a profile and have e-contact at:

http://www.writeaprisoner.com/Template.aspx?i=z-16534211

And a new contact: https://prisoninmates.com/profile/KyleNonneman16534211

I'm Mykel Board, and I post for Kyle because no one else will. If you're interested in my own ideas, you can read me at: mykelsblog.blogspot.com

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