Apopthelema Entry 3 Part 1

Apopthelema Entry 3 Part 1 by Kyle Nonneman

[Note: this was composed in prison where proof-reading facilities are notoriously bad. Please don't hold that against the author.]

Apopthelema Entry 3 Part 1

by Kyle Nonneman
or NOTHINGISTTRUE

APOPTHELEMA #3 
BY NOTHINGISTTRUE


(DEDICATED TO JENNIFER GOINES)

IMPERIAL RANT FOR OUR MASTER SATAN


"THEY ARE LOOKING FOR THE "GRAVE RACIAL INJUSTICE" OF THE GUY SITTING IN HIS TRUCK ON HIS LUNCHBREAK CASUALLY LISTENING TO SOMETHING EXTREME HE MAY OR MAY NOT AGREE WITH POLITICALLY BUT APPRECIATES THE ART THAT MOTIVATES THE MUSIC.THEY'RE ALL LIKE LITTLE ANGRY HITLERS,. THEY CANT WRITE ANYTHING WORTHWHILE SO THEY HAVE TO TRY AND KILL EVERYTHING THEY CANNOT DUPLICATE SUCCESSFULLY"-HOUSE OF ATREUS 

"I PERSONALLY DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT SOCIETY. I DON'T CONSIDER MYSELF AS HUMAN. SO I WONT WASTE MY TIME CRITICIZING THEIR SOCIETY. WOLVES DON'T CRITICIZE SHEEP. THEY JUST BLEED THEM TO DEATH,. I WORSHIP THE DEVIL BECAUSE SATAN WORSHIP IS ABOUT DIGGING UP CORPSES,KILLING PEOPLE FOR THE THRILL OF IT AND SPITTING ON THEIR GRAVES. ITS NOT ABOUT DANCING NAKED IN THE WOODS. REAL SATANISTS HATE EVERYTHING: YIDS,NIGGERS,XIANS,DOGS,CATS... EVERYTHING! SO FUCK THE SO CALLED SATANISTS. THEY ARE NOTHING. I ONLY RESPECT GRAVE ROBBERS AND KILLERS"-NICO CLAUX

"BETTER LIVING THROUGH MASS EXTINCTION\KILL THE WORLD &ALL IS SILENCE"-Jennifer Goines
When i was in federal prison.I became close allies with Jay Scott Ballenger. Jason had burned down over 33 churches,he was called the "Missionary of Lucifer" by the media. He mentored me and taught me alot of things. Previously i always subscribed to the eminent secular humanist/objectivist sourced side of the Left Hand Path. Jay Scott Ballenger wrote up the contract for my soul and did the proper blood&fire ritual to give my soul to Satan. 

Shortly before my last arrest, i went around collecting soul contract signatures at a Deicide show as well as a Mayhem show to mail back to Jason. It was surprising how many posers were scared to actually make their allegiance to Satan official....
So if their is a hell, I'm going to fucking burn in it. Ever since i saw Hellraiser 2 as a kid,iv been fascinated with hell. I always loved the imagery and atmosphere of hell itself. It was beautiful to me. Readers interested in more depictions of hell, should check out Jeffrey Thomas' Hades series and Edward Lee's Inferno novels, all of which take place primarily in hell itself . Not this world.Black Metal is meant to be a cosmic indifferent negative form of expression. Against the world and against all life. Its not meant to be something positive and a vehicle in which to promote causes and ideas that futility advance the human race. All sentient life on this planet needs to just fucking die. The anarcho crust twilight circle of false black metal needs to fuck off and die. Its not Black. Its not Metal. Its just lame and weak.

Black Metal with positive lyrics is as worthless as decaf,non alcoholic beer,soy meat,condoms&earplugs.Also why cant these posers create their own genre and innovate their own style? Would that not be a more effective way to promote your message?Instead of building your hackwork crudely upon the backs of your enemies, resulting in tired pastiches and dull replications of whats been done before with far greater honesty,sincerity and skill.Its blatantly obvious how little talent these crossover posers have,when their unable to create their own style and genre and have to instead rip off True Metal and protect their ripoff shit by calling out more talented musicians for their "abhorrent politics" Their worse then white power nazis. Because Nazi bands at least have their own genre and style. You don't see white power bands putting out rap albums and then writing columns in nazi zines condemning black rappers for being in gangs and smoking crack...

Punks trying to be Black are also engaging in the sellout commercial tactics the christian music industry employs to corrupt the minds of children. Xian music is designed and engineered to resemble and sound like pop/rock/metal music in order to manipulate people into buying it and becoming brainwashed by its bullshit philosphy that they try to shove down your throat like a rapists cock. Removing satanism from Black metal and replacing it with peace punk shit, is no different from the exploitative marketing techniques of christian metal acts. "Its heavy just like real metal but it has a positive christian message" .

I've actually heard people say that. People like that are similar to Iskara fans.....Iv desecrated statues of the virgin mary, iv spit blood in the faces of cops and had viscous fights with cops, Iv stabbed people, iv kicked peoples faces in. Iv done alot of fucked up and depraved shit in my life and i got no respect for fakes that have never experienced real brutality in their lives and talk of the benefits of non violent protest simply because it provides a convenient justification for their cowardice.

HEIL SATAN. HEIL CTHULHU!