Apopthelema Entry 6 Part 4 -just found- by Kyle Nonneman

Apopthelema Entry 6 Part 4 by Kyle Nonneman
(Note: I just found some missing parts to early entries. I'll be posting them before I continue with the newest stuff. Here's the missing PART 4 from Entry 6)

by Kyle Nonneman

[Note: this was composed in prison where proof-reading facilities are notoriously bad. Please don't hold that against the author. You can contact Kyle through the address listed at the end of this entry.] 

HAVE YOU NEVER NOTICED THAT MEN ARE AT THEIR BEST WHEN THEY HAVE ONLY A LIMITED AMOUNT OF FREEDOM? THEN ,THEY FIGHT AND STRUGGLE FOR MORE. WHEN DO YOU MAKE YOUR GREATEST EFFORTS--WHEN YOU HAVE TO STRUGGLE FOR WHAT YOU WANT, OR WHEN YOU ARE FREE TO DO EXACTLY AS YOU LIKE? IF MEN ARE SUDDENLY PRESENTED WITH TOO MUCH FREEDOM THEY FEEL CONFUSED AND LOSE THEIR SENSE OF PURPOSE"
-COLIN WILSON

*
"IM A SHOCKTROOPER IN A STUPOR/YES I AM/IM A NAZI SCHATZE YOU KNOW/I FIGHT FOR FATHERLAND"-RAMONES (TODAY YOUR LOVE,TOMORROW THE WORLD (ORIGINAL UNCENSORED VERSION))
*
"GOD BLESS PRESIDENT BUSH & GOD BLESS AMERICA"-Johnny Ramone at RAMONES (ROCK&ROLL HALL OF FAME ACCEPTANCE SPEECH)

It's funny I'mm accused of being a nazi, yet there are distros in israel selling my releases on discogs.com.. In Israel,  the Kiss logo is censored because it allegedly promotes anti-antisemitism. That's.almost as funny as when Prurient got stopped at the border on tour and had his merch and equipment confiscated because customs thought he was promoting hate crimes....

Its a sad anecdote cited in zines when government officials do it, but its a celebrated act when the scene police do it...Recently the P.M.R.R.C scene police in another act of blatant Mcarthyism attempted to bring back the hollywood black listing of the dark ages....The witch hunting that resulted in a lot of great writers being unable to get their work out their due to censorship and government fascism,.has now been reinvented in a campaign to censor discogs.com . Discogs.com was a way for independent distros and labels to sell releases outside the corporate controlled infrastructure of Amazon and Ebay . Now its being screened for content by Crimethink Mccarthyists....

Discogs has removed a lot of releases by Tesco, including a lot of Genocide Organ releases. You study Genocide Organ their clearly fucking nihilistic anarchists satirizing fascism. Why else would a European act do songs about white power racism in the United States? If you look up the names of the members of Genocide Organ you'll see clear references to german anarchists. You can subvert control systems by taking the symbols and methods of control as your own and disseminating them ...Hence the military surplus aspect of subculture fashion.

This is part of why pop punk, Kiss and hip hop are so mainstream.When you popularize a cartoon version of something, it disarms the real thing as a whole because the two become indistinguishable in the eyes of the masses. Gangsta rap was a threat to white america and struck fear in the hearts of the caucasian establishment.The government knew that banning it and talking about how dangerous it was would just serve to promote it and make it more of a threat. Kent State made the draft resistance movement more militant. So major labels started releasing it en mass and distributing rap music worldwide. So now rap music is so fucking mainstream and assimilated into pop culture it doesn't mean shit anymore. Its just cartoon bubblegum radio-friendly shit .The same thing was done with punk rock. And before that Kiss. Why do you think Kiss was so heavily promoted and merchandised?

But in the case of Power Electronics,Neofolk,Black Metal and other 'sketchy' strains of music you can't make that type of material mainstream. So they try to suppress it by getting it blacklisted from discogs.com . Which just makes it more underground and forbidden .By driving it further underground and forbidden your just adding value to it. Now it's more subversive and outside of the mainstream.

Bataille wrote a lot on how when the church tries to ban and suppress something it inadvertently gives it a value it didn't have previously.Not to mention in terms of record prices, This type of material is now harder to obtain and locate .So it will in all likelihood jump in price.Since you can't simply do a convenient paypal transaction. You in some cases have to go back to obtaining it through mailorder distros and zines like you did before the internet. This also means a lot of acts aren't going to casually latch onto this trend and attempt to use this type of imagery and sound unless their really fucking serious about it. Because now if you transgress beyond the confines of what's accepted by the Scene Police your releases end up blacklisted.

Historically that didn't stop anybody. Dalton Trumbo still won awards for his scripts. In addition to being just like the red scare, its also similar to how skinhead prison gangs check paperwork and charge pedophiles extortion money for having bad charges. What's allegedly a lofty act of justified vigilantism ends up just being an excuse for jockish meatheads that can't function outside of a cage to exercise power over weaker individuals. In most cases they manufacture rumors about what an individuals charges are. Just like punks are doing now. Fuckin base hypocrisy at its finest, So fuck censorship and fuck discogs.com and fuck your politics.. and fuck the Kiss army.

--end of part 3--

You can contact Kyle at:

 Kyle Nonneman

 #16534211

Osci

3405 Deerpark Dr SE

Salem OR 97310

And here's some more art from Kyle:

You can also see a profile and have e-contact at:

http://www.writeaprisoner.com/Template.aspx?i=z-16534211

And a new contact: https://prisoninmates.com/profile/KyleNonneman16534211

I'm Mykel Board, and I post for Kyle because no one else will. If you're interested in my own ideas, you can read me at: mykelsblog.blogspot.com

--end

APOPTHELEMA SPECIAL FEATURE ON AMALIE BRUUN AND MYRKUR 1 OF 2

Apopthelema Entry 6 Part 3 -just found- by Kyle Nonneman

SPECIAL FEATURE ON AMALIE BRUUN AND MYRKUR by Kyle Nonneman

by Kyle Nonneman

[Note: this was composed in prison where proof-reading facilities are notoriously bad. Please don't hold that against the author. You can contact Kyle through the address listed at the end of this entry.] 

"Ulver stand out from the ravings of Varg Vikerness and the moronic utterances of many of the other black metal players. 
Its refreshing to hear from a leading member of the black metal scene which is so often characterized by rhetorical,childish and misanthropic rantings."-Joel Mciver 
*
"Currently Brunn is working on the proper successor to M,which seems likely to further intrigue the open minded and antagonize the Kvlt obsessed."-Guitar World June 2017 issue
*
Amalie Brunn seems like she panders to the cattle that wear earplugs to shows and listen to Evenessence..& prefer Leprous over Leprosy.

. In the Guitar World feature on Amalie Brunn's Myrkur project she cries about all the death threats, hate videos etc she received after the release of her first album. She laughably talks about how she was so scared she had to carry a knife in her boot and carry mace on-stage.

Amalie Brunn recorded with members of Ulver and Mayhem. I'm curious what members of Mayhem? How many original members are even left in Mayhem? The guitarist/writer for Mayhem's Esoteric Warfare also does the Nidingr project which released some good Black Metal before the other guitarist in Nidingr got locked up for a stabbing. The only thing Ulver ever did of any relevancy & worth to me was the session work Garm did on Total Death. (The Darkthrone full length not the Kreator song) .

Early on Ulver may have had some value as a Norweigan Black Metal band but their new school criticisms of christianity started to become criticisms of Black Metal itself and they started telling established Kvlt acts they were doing it wrong. Then Ulver started singing in english and putting out hipster indie shoegaze noodling college radio faux experimental shit that helped paved the way for Alcest. Ulver became trendy to half stepping cowardly posers because the more serene sedated nature of their work pandered to the tourist neophytes that felt ostracized and in most cases frightened of the extreme over the top uncompromising nature of Helnorsk Svartmetall . 

So Ulver became essentially the decaf flavor of the month for lazy posers that didn't want to fully commit themselves to the wretched left hand path that leads us all to hell. Those type of sheep don't fucking belong within Black Metal . They know they don't fucking belong and instead of getting the fuck out and going back to the juggallo gatherings, Ozzfests and crust punk squats they crawled out of... they start trying to challenge the values and traditions of the Kvlt and reinvent Black Metal into a more accessible commercial format that's easier for them to swallow.They can't fucking accept it for what it is, so they want to dumb it down to their level of perception.

Watch the film Silence. These exoteric centroclines invade Black Metal like christer missionaries invaded Japan and when the xian missionaries started getting decapitated and tortured to death, they were surprised and started calling the Japanese sick, bestial, evil, wicked people. Falling back on Xenophobic ignorance instead of recognizing that they were targeted because they invaded a culture and tried to destroy that culture and replace it with their own ignorance. Imposing their will on that culture.

Amalie Brunn needs to quit bitching like a xian missionary about all the hostility and death threats she's received. She has it coming . Brunn brings this shit up to criticize the Kvlt, and make herself into a martyr to gain some infamy and get more posers to buy her shit. Her victim stance xian martyr attitude towards the threats and hatred she's received is a false attitude that makes me lose respect for her. The descriptions of the music make it sound like some diseased mash-up of Dimmu Cradle Of Poser FIlth/Opeth unplugged/Dead Can Dance/Einar Solberg cascadian shit .There's a lot of experimental that transgressively carries metal forward into interesting extreme directions while remaining trve to the kvlt. 

So calling someone close-minded because they don't accept false shit is just ignorant. There's a lot of acts that i've promoted that have carried the flag of hate forward in transgressive experimental directions while remaining trve. Like Mitochondrion, Lantern, Obliteration, Execration, Disembowelment, Portal, and Krieg. In The Nightside Eclipse, Slaughter of Innocence, and Storm of the Lights Bane are all kvlt albums and they all contain acoustic guitars,keyboards or symphonic orchestral elements. 

.Bon Scott said keep going forward not off on a tangent....Brunn needs to stop bitching about death threats and stand independently on her own. Without the need of martyrdom . Like what other female fronted acts like Anti-Childleague, Derketa, Vastum,Yellow Machinegun, Landmine Marathon and Transient accomplished by focusing on music not childish scene politic debates.

DONT BREAK THE OATH!

DEATH TO ALL FALSE METAL!

--end of part 1--

You can contact Kyle at:

 Kyle Nonneman

 #16534211

Osci

3405 Deerpark Dr SE

Salem OR 97310

And here's some more art from Kyle:

You can also see a profile and have e-contact at:

http://www.writeaprisoner.com/Template.aspx?i=z-16534211

And a new contact: https://prisoninmates.com/profile/KyleNonneman16534211

I'm Mykel Board, and I post for Kyle because no one else will. If you're interested in my own ideas, you can read me at: mykelsblog.blogspot.com

--end

Apopthelema Entry 6 Part 3 -just found- by Kyle Nonneman

Saturday, June 14, 2018

Apopthelema Entry 6 Part 3 -just found- by Kyle Nonneman

Apopthelema Entry 6 Part 2 by Kyle Nonneman
(Note: I just found some missing parts to early entries. I'll be posting them before I continue with the newest stuff. Here's the missing PART 2 from Entry 6)

by Kyle Nonneman

[Note: this was composed in prison where proof-reading facilities are notoriously bad. Please don't hold that against the author. You can contact Kyle through the address listed at the end of this entry.] 

Lovecraft distilled the gothic elements from gothic romance and discarded the rest of it. Just like he took all the bleakest and most horrifying elements of supernatural literature and isolated those core images and filtered it through his misanthropic anti natalist nihilism known as cosmicism.

Lovecraft's work had almost no characterization. Let alone anything remotely human for readers to relate to. It transgressed all that and spitefully refused to pander to simple minded readers who needed a linear narrative and character development to sugarcoat the horror of his work. In his refusal to pander to accepted standards of what proper writing is supposed 
to be his work was all the more powerful and disturbing as a result.

Lovecraft's imagery was also at times vague and subjective. Prompting the readers to fill in the blanks with images from their own psyche. As a result, Lovecraft was able to coerce readers through understated details to imagine personalized visions of hellish nightmares from their own minds and this as a result made Lovecraft's work more powerful then overly descriptive formulaic writers who gave readers clean precise descriptions. 

Like Lovecraft removed the romance from Gothic Romance, a lot of extreme metal took all the pop and rock elements out of thrash and heavy metal and even stripped out most of the blues influences. Leaving by a cold monstrous sound of pure evil. This was taken to an even further extreme by power electronics and noise artists carrying on what true industrial stood for before it became associated with raver trash dance music and false mall metal with keyboards. In what is in effect the auditory equivalent of Lovecraft's prose.

As a result weak minded sheeple can't handle it. They try to disarm their revulsion and claim to appreciate some metal, but they cant handle true metal, metal refined and distilled down to its brutal core of pure evil. Remorselessly and unrelentingly dissociated from anything remotely relatable to the common mass of mankind. Something the common cattle can't even decipher.

They will claim that its too loud, too distorted, the lyrics are just screaming, or cry about the unintelligible lyrics that they simply can't understand.

Its interesting cattle accustomed to pop music will typically say similar things about jazz. You play jazz for a lot of sheep they will complain about the lack of vocals and the timings they cant follow. But these aren't valid criticisms .
Its like an illiterate crackhead giving a book a bad review because the words were too advanced for his reading level.
Or a child criticizing a gourmet dinner because there's no sugar in it and he just wants to eat candy... Or a toothless senile old man complaining about food being too hard to chew.

Their suggestions to make the music they disapprove of more acceptable to their palette are all centered around debasing down to the level they can understand. Making things safe for everyone. Weakening it and sugarcoating it for civilians. This is the tyranny of the masses in action and the type of forced equality that destroys individualism like what Vonnegut was satirizing in Welcome To The Monkeyhouse.

They'rer also completely blind and ignorant of the passion and the energy behind the music. John Shirley wrote a great description of live Punk Rock in his cult cyberpunk science fiction classic 'City Come-A-walking'. He said the fact that the lyrics were indecipherable and unintelligible didn't matter because the sheer passion and energy behind the performance overcompensated for all of that.

But they don't get that. They're actually,  in a lot of cases, frightened of music with actual emotion and feeling behind it. Buying releases from shock acts whose extreme lyrics are actually just a misunderstood metaphor for something acceptable and politically correct. Prefering dead clean sterile remastered studio versions of radio hits over live bootleg deep cuts where the band is actually taking their mask off. 

You listen to the live Joy Division material, is raw,violent, and distorted. Ian Curtis' voice cracks and becomes frantic. The fluctuations in volume heighten the delivery. It's the sound of Curtis bearing his soul to the crowd and letting his emotions bleed through the microphone. In the last years of his life before he committed suicide. The Martin Hannet production material is cold and definitive but it also tones down and censors a lot of what Curtis was trying to convey.

On albums Black Sabbath's heaviness dosn't reach the level of modern acts like Electric Wizard. Sabbath's Live at Asbury Park New Jersey bootleg from the seventies is as essential as Paranoid. It's Sabbath live in the flesh with all the proto metal doom conveyed in a more heavy context due to the mafia produced board mix that isn't cleaned up and post processed by major label hired gun studio exec engineers for proper radio airplay.

--end of part 3--

You can contact Kyle at:

 Kyle Nonneman

 #16534211

Osci

3405 Deerpark Dr SE

Salem OR 97310

And here's some more art from Kyle:

You can also see a profile and have e-contact at:

http://www.writeaprisoner.com/Template.aspx?i=z-16534211

And a new contact: https://prisoninmates.com/profile/KyleNonneman16534211

I'm Mykel Board, and I post for Kyle because no one else will. If you're interested in my own ideas, you can read me at: mykelsblog.blogspot.com

--end

Apopthelema Entry 6 Part 2 -just found- by Kyle Nonneman

Apopthelema Entry 6 Part 2 by Kyle Nonneman
(Note: I just found some missing parts to early entries. I'll be posting them before I continue with the newest stuff. Here's the missing PART 2 from Entry 6)

by Kyle Nonneman

[Note: this was composed in prison where proof-reading facilities are notoriously bad. Please don't hold that against the author. You can contact Kyle through the address listed at the end of this entry.] 

"I dont think Sotos' work needs to be upgraded or explicated by anyone,me included, and i think its inability to present the details and factors and signals that would facilitate an argument for its value as literature is one of the reasons it's among the most important writing being done today. 

It is scary, intense, ugly, honest, original, problematic, profoundly challenging stuff. It's also highly intelligent, refined and kind of a masterful example of writing at its most rendered and self investigating. All the more so because it's art refuses to give an inch to readers who need something conventionally beautiful,however offbeat to justify a book's assault."-Dennis Cooper
*

"These contemporary court artists,like many of past centuries, smugly pretend to spit in the eye of the exploiters while allowing themselves to be pampered,de-loused and when they aren't looking declawed. The majority of these art and rock magazine styled rebels are playing out rebellion psychodramas to package and merchandise to consumerist sycophants. This strategy is the simulacrum of terrorism: The content seizes in the frozen attitudinizing of pose and goes no further.

We must look to the true outsiders and not the would-be insiders for an artist truly capable of effective counter-terror against the insidious mantras of consumerist brainwash. Terror means a threat, and the outsider's version of Aesthetic Terrorism belongs to those performances or arrangements of words and pictures to unleash the reactionary impulses of police and bourgeois artist/critic alike. The kind of art that evokes this wrath, fear, and condemnation rejoices in the pagan spirit of schadenfreude which controverts the humanist piety of "enlightened victim". Anti-social sadism rarely receives patronage, however. Outside the corrupting realm of societal handouts ,the Aesthetic Terrorist is the last bastion of aesthetic purity"-Adam Parfrey

I was recently accused of being close-minded and elitist. Allegedly my views don't allow for any dissension and this puts me on the level of an ignorant fascist. This came from an individual who, when asked about punk, brings up the eighties and name drops brand name acts that have little relevancy to the underground such as The Clash and Violent Femmes. Then prattle on about only caring about music and not giving a shit about the politics and the subculture. Which of course means they're simply a consumer who sees music as a consumer product to be purchased and consumed as a disposable form of entertainment. Not a lifestyle, not an identity, . Not a weapon of Aesthetic Terrorism to fight against this world of shit and take back what they took away. No, to them, it's just entertainment and a product. 

They have no comprehension whatsoever of what lies beneath the pedestrian abyss of radio friendly pop music so when someone willfully chooses to sequester themselves from pop culture and sever their mass media feeder tube, consumer sheep will look at you like your a fucking freak and close-minded, because they don't know what your mind's open to. They don't know what exists beyond the simpleminded civilian shit played on television and radio. They're content with happy packaged sounds sold to their market demographic. 

A sad fact is a lot of people who make ignorant claims of being open minded and liking everything, are just conformist yes men, afraid to step out of the herd and form a strong opinion about anything.. They're pop culture rape victims. Fucked so hard by pop culture they're too beaten and ashamed to take a stand on anything . They're safe within their tiny fucking box and they don't color outside the lines, and they think this is being open minded.

They don't know a fucking thing about underground music yet they boast about their open minded appreciation of all different styles of music. In reality they just like all the different flavors of bubblegum sold to them. It's as ignorant as saying you're a worldly eater and appreciate all different kinds of foods simply because you eat at all the different chain vendors in the food court at the mall ..... But never actually go to a restaurant or cook your own meals, let alone invent your own recipes...

These centrclines aren't fucking open minded let alone appreciative of different kinds of music. No they're just sheep chained to a mass media feeder tube trying to put a dignified spin on their base ignorance.

Bubblegum is a sugary chemical substance mass produced in a factory. Giving you a short burst of sweetness before turning into a lifeless mass of rubber you can't swallow it because it's indigestible and contains no nutrients. So you have to spit it into the gutter. Where it becomes litter...

So as such BubbleGum pop is an apt term for the shit they identify with.

As the bovine herd conformists and peer pressure zombies that they are.

Like Ian Brady said Individuality should be the highest value not servile social assimilation...

You can contact Kyle at:

 Kyle Nonneman

 #16534211

Osci

3405 Deerpark Dr SE

Salem OR 97310

And here's some more art from Kyle:

You can also see a profile and have e-contact at:

http://www.writeaprisoner.com/Template.aspx?i=z-16534211

And a new contact: https://prisoninmates.com/profile/KyleNonneman16534211

I'm Mykel Board, and I post for Kyle because no one else will. If you're interested in my own ideas, you can read me at: mykelsblog.blogspot.com

--end

Apopthelema Entry 10 Part 3 by Kyle Nonneman

Apopthelema Entry 10 Part 3 by Kyle Nonneman

by Kyle Nonneman

[Note: this was composed in prison where proof-reading facilities are notoriously bad. Please don't hold that against the author. You can contact Kyle through the address listed at the end of this entry.] 

"!DIE WHITE WITCH DIE!"-SATAN'S WRATH

Wiccans and most people that read Crowley ripoff new age magick/Inner Traditions tracts are not satanists or occultists. They are at their humanist core no different from christers.

These ignorant cattle get bored of being prey animals so they decide to call themselves wiccan or get some Crowley knockoff books with interesting symbols in them that look cool and mystical. Its just a vain childish attempt by prey animals to futilely pretend their lives have purpose and meaning by grasping at things far beyond their abilities. 

The common masses are centroclines , so when they try to deviate from the exoteric center of their existence, they inevitable gravitate back towards the status quo of their herd. A lot of Crowley's work is vague,abstract and to lesser mortals appears to have a subjective & relative meaning fully open to personalized interpretations and misquoting like the bible.So they can cite it as a source to justify and legitimize all kinds of basely ignorant reactionary minded nonsense. 

The Bible is like someone being tortured, the more you torture someone the more they agree with you and tell you what you want to hear. The more you pick at the bible &"study" it, the more things you find to vindicate your conservative views & extol your bottom feeding idiocratic stupidity as a virtue .The bible is written in a childishly subjective fashion and is riddled to its core with contradictions and open ended prattle. There's no truth to be found in the bible. Its just the juvenile scribblings and diseased senseless thoughts of ancient madmen. 

From an era when they didn't know any better and thought schizophrenics with down syndrome living in the desert eating their own shit (Ezekiel 4:12,Isaiah 36:12) were prophets and messiahs. Now we know better but mankind still believes their gibberish.

Generally when sheep start making these pedantic attempts at becoming born again occult scholars they acquire a delusional sense of greater self worth and place a vastly overrated value on the importance of their lives. Wiccans are just another species of christer. Wiccans like the spooky occult mysteries and the conceit of being into something alternative and mystical but they don't have the integrity or courage to fully step up and reject the value systems and moral codes of christianity,Catholicism or Semitism. They still want to retain a good standing within the herd and be a part of civilized christer society. They still want to remain tethered to their mass media feeder tube and follow the status quo of christer culture.

They're simple minded dabbling tourists. So they cling to the Wiccan faith so they can tell their christian jew catholic friends that they're not evil satanists . No, they just worship nature and fairies in the woods with dirty old battle axe dykes. They'll sometimes tell you their stupid theories about how jesus was a white magician... 

Wiccans are typically deathly afraid of being categorized alongside satanists and will get uppity and defensive when you stereotype them as devil worshipers . They'll start rambling off some pedantic prattle about nature,spirits, herbs and goddesses of good and recycled hippy free love rhetoric and then start listing off all the things the Wiccan faith has in common with christianity,semitism or catholcism. It all changes depending on the faith of the person they're sycophanticly trying to please .Repackaging and marketing their belief system to get greater acceptance from the herd. That's servile bovine herd conformity not individuality. Proving yet again that these people are fucking cattle..Exoteric tourists that will forever live their worthless lives as centroclines. 
They need to just be thrown to the fucking lions....

If you call yourself a white witch you'rer no different from a nun. Wiccans are as deserving of death as christers.
They try to assimilate themselves amongst satanists and pretend to be different from followers of christ-based faiths, but when you strip away the cheap paint job, you find just another lamb of god in disguise. Sheep in wolves clothing.... 

Wiccans can all fuck off and die. 

All the false assimilationist satanists that hang out with christians and catholics trying to debate the positive benefits of Satan that like to talk about Lucifer as an angel can also fuck off and die!

To me that's like going out to a farm and talking to the cows and trying to have a relationship with the cows.
Instead of sending the cows to the slaughterhouse to be killed and made into tasty steaks and burgers. 
(You shouldn't play with your food.) A Wiccan gathering is a lot like a field of talking cows trying to argue that their purpose in life isnt to be slaughtered and eaten.

Just as silly,delusional and as much of a joke as the bible is.

You can contact Kyle at:

 Kyle Nonneman

 #16534211

Osci

3405 Deerpark Dr SE

Salem OR 97310

And here's some more art from Kyle:

You can also see a profile and have e-contact at:

http://www.writeaprisoner.com/Template.aspx?i=z-16534211

And a new contact: https://prisoninmates.com/profile/KyleNonneman16534211

I'm Mykel Board, and I post for Kyle because no one else will. If you're interested in my own ideas, you can read me at: mykelsblog.blogspot.com

--end

Apopthelema Entry 10 Part 2 by Kyle Nonneman

Apopthelema Entry 10 Part 1 by Kyle Nonneman

by Kyle Nonneman

[Note: this was composed in prison where proof-reading facilities are notoriously bad. Please don't hold that against the author. You can contact Kyle through the address listed at the end of this entry.] 

An interesting thing about the Fbi being able to infiltrate child pornography rings is these people generally aren't stupid. It takes a certain degree of technical skill to access these groups. Most of the established hardcore groups won't grant someone admission unless they can provide new fresh original material in trade. So where is this new material coming from? 

I don't believe that most of these individuals would actually stop being passive computer cowards and move behind the anonymity of their electronic proxy and actually abduct a child. I have a profound morbid fascination with the darkside of human nature. The ugly depths of depravity our species is capable of has always interested me to the extreme. I think Barb Daly is the same way. The only difference being Barb Daly is intelligent enough and functional enough to turn her obsessive fixations on the things that make us lose our faith in what we are , into a noble honorable career. shes found a socially acceptable outlet. That allows her to justify and rationalize her special interests as being done in service to the greater good. The same thing that drove me to channel my interests and depravity into music,art,writing etc.The same thing that drove Edward Lee to become the most hardcore horror writer. 

Only difference between Barb Daly and a horror writer or an extreme metal musician is Daly gives back to the community, Daly thinks somehow we can be saved from our nature ..I realize and have accepted that were already on our way to hell and most of us are better off dead. I accept death and what i am and i embrace it. I heil the coming apocalypse. Daly types think it can be prevented or at least protracted. You have to like Nico Claux said, find a balance between your desires and the limits imposed by society. Because if you're as fucked up as i am , and that far gone, you can't simply suppress all of that and shove that disease down inside of yourself. Lest it become a festering abscess and burst with the stench of the hole in your soul being bared to the outside world.

It's like a boiling pot of water,. If you have a boiling pot of water on the stove, you can do three things with it:

1.turn down the heat and let it go cold and dead, and dump it down the drain
2.let it boil over and burn you
3.use the boiling water to cook yourself a nourishing meal.

These entrapment cases are fucked up to me on a personal level.

If you take a recovering addict , trying to control their addiction and get clean and then berate and badger them with whatever their addicted to, they're more likely to relapse than if you had left them the fuck alone. It's like giving a razors to a suicidal patient like in Hellraiser 2. 

Dave Kennedy was targeted because he was one of the founding members of a white supremacist prison gang. Dave Kennedy was approached by undercover ATF at a Narcotics Anonymous meeting, and the ATF pestered him about trading a gun for meth, not taking no for an answer. Until finally Kennedy said "Ill text you about it later" . 

That statement was used to charge him with Constructive possession of a firearm in furtherance of drug trafficking. I read all his paperwork. With the constructive possession laws , you can be charged for simply being around a gun or drugs. I believe gun laws do prevent violent crime. I got anger management issues. I've impulsively snapped and caused severe damage to people.When me and my ex would fight we would go after each other with random household objects. If i could have just gone to the store and bought a gun as easily as a can of 4Loko , without all the paperwork and shit, and i didn't have to find some tweaker or something selling a stolen gun and risk getting arrested for felony possession of a firearm, if it wasn't so inconvenient , with all that risk, red tape and effort involved, then my ex girlfriend would likely be dead and i'd be on death row right now..

So i know gun laws work, they'v prevented me from killing people.You go up to a fucked up violent individual and try to give them a gun, knowing they got self control issues, you circumvent and undermine the purpose of gun control laws. The same applies to these conspiracy cases against child porn freaks. It takes a lot of commitment, risk, and effort to actually go out and abduct a kid. A lot of them are into the Nambla trip and don't want to kidnap a child, they want to befriend them and seduce them.  But then here comes Mr. Undercover agent, offering them a too convenient and easy opportunity to pass up kid to diddle.... Bolstering their courage. Its like bringing a six pack to an AA meeting. 

Another interesting aspect of it is the laws. If you give someone as much time for raping a kid as killing them and possession of kiddy porn gets you as much time as rape and murder, then what the fuck's the point of trying to control your sickness with an activity just as illegal? Also if someone rapes a child, then why leave a witness alive?

To be continued:

You can contact Kyle at:

 Kyle Nonneman

 #16534211

TRCI

82911 Beach Access Rd.

Umatilla  OR 97882

And here's some more art from Kyle:

You can also see a profile and have e-contact at:

http://www.writeaprisoner.com/Template.aspx?i=z-16534211

And a new contact: https://prisoninmates.com/profile/KyleNonneman16534211

I'm Mykel Board, and I post for Kyle because no one else will. If you're interested in my own ideas, you can read me at: mykelsblog.blogspot.com

--end

Apopthelema Entry 10 Part 1 by Kyle Nonneman

Apopthelema Entry 10 Part 1 by Kyle Nonneman

by Kyle Nonneman

[Note: this was composed in prison where proof-reading facilities are notoriously bad. Please don't hold that against the author. You can contact Kyle through the address listed at the end of this entry.]

Fbi profiler John Douglas said some individuals with paraphillias can control them and lead healthy functional lives through fantasy and role playing. Unfortunately current Fbi supervisor Barb Daly doesn't respect John Douglas' views on the subject.

After Valle, the cannibal cop, was acquitted on appeal, Barb Daly's C-19 task force went after other individuals within the fetish community. The Fbi used agent provocteurs to entrap and incite individuals to action in order to arrest them. The use of undercover agents was necessary. Because as they sadly learned with the Valle case some judges still give a shit about the first amendment.

If you look at what is being done by the FBI and in particular Barb Daly's C-19 taskforce in a historical context , they are grooming and inciting these events in order to create something tangible enough to go forward with an arrest. In the Christopher Asch & Richard Meltz case, this is obvious.

The Fbi had an undercover agent pose online and then offered them the use of a house to take an abducted women to and consulted with them on methods of torture&cannibalism. If they had been left alone and hadn't been infiltrated by an Fbi agent making a sustained effort to incite them & coerce them into action. Its not very likely they would have actually stepped from behind the anonymity of the internet and actually done anything.

The same thing is done with pedophiles. They take individuals trading Kiddie Porn and offer them children and and a place to take the children..The thing about Kiddie porn and the Fbi is as Peter Sotos pointed out, the Fbi is the largest active distributor of child pornography in the world. They take all the child porn seized, tag it with tracking viruses and then put it back into circulation simply so they can bust pedophiles on possession charges.

Feminists say porn creates rapists. If that's true then what's the effect of the fbi distributing kiddie porn? The possession and distribution charges obviously vastly outnumber the actual manufacturing charges. Just like the number of Conspiracy to commit (thought crimes) charges outnumber the actual number of crimes actually committed outside of an individuals head. If these people were such a threat then why did they have to be groomed and provoked by an undercover agent?

During the 1960s the Black Panthers were infiltrated by the Fbi. The Fbi armed them , gave them automatic weapons, had them pose for scary photos and the Black Panther members that were advocating direct violent action instead of non violent protest were mostly undercover fbi agents..

The same thing was done later in the 1970s against the American Indian Movement as was heavily documented in the book IN THE SPIRIT OF CRAZY HORSE. One of the significant things AIM never connected was the Fbi and the Federal Bureau of Prison's use of the medical unit at Terre Hautte to assassinate political subversives. A few subversive AIM members that supported Peltier were taken to the medical unit at Terre Hautte and were assassinated.

In the 1990s, Bruders Schweigen member David Lane, after being arrested during the operation that led to Bob Matthews death, spent years publishing books and pamphlets. Lane was in perfect health when he was on the Usp Florence yard. Then he was transfered to the medical unit at Terre Hautte for routine dental surgery and ended up dead.

I was on the max penitentiary side of Terre Hautte in 2006. During the last riot, that's where i met Jay Scott Ballenger the missionary of Lucifer responsible for torching 33 churches. The National Church Arson Task Force was started because of him..The 2006 Homegrown terrorist act, allowed individuals suspected of being members of "homegrown terrorist groups" to be held indefinitely in a B.o.p facility. Odinism is classified as a homegrown terrorist group. So if you call yourself an Odinist, the Fbi can label you a terrorist and send you to a black site.You also have the 4246 commitment in which the Feds can assign a P Number to an individual and commit them indefinitely.

So if they deem someone mentally unstable they can use this to hold them in a federal prison. Offering the Feds another Orwellian method to prosecute individuals for thought crimes. Also look at the Mohamed Mohamed case. I was in the same high security unit as Mohammad. Mohamed. He was a young impressionable kid easy to mold and manipulated. So like a pedophile grooming kids, they fed him all this direct action rhetoric and provided him with the van and the explosives to bomb Portland. Mohamed had no connections or bomb making experience. The Fbi took this 19 year old peer pressure zombie, fed him all this direct action rhetoric and gave him the van and the bomb.

I knew Mohammed personally, he was just your typical angry young black kid. Not a terrorist until the Fbi made him into one. Using the same methods white power groups use to turn angry teenagers into activists....

You can contact Kyle at:

 Kyle Nonneman

 #16534211

TRCI

82911 Beach Access Rd.

Umatilla  OR 97882

And here's some more art from Kyle:

You can also see a profile and have e-contact at:

http://www.writeaprisoner.com/Template.aspx?i=z-16534211

And a new contact: https://prisoninmates.com/profile/KyleNonneman16534211

I'm Mykel Board, and I post for Kyle because no one else will. If you're interested in my own ideas, you can read me at: mykelsblog.blogspot.com

--end