Sunday, May 13, 2018

Apopthelema Entry 10 Part 2 by Kyle Nonneman

Apopthelema Entry 10 Part 1 by Kyle Nonneman

by Kyle Nonneman

[Note: this was composed in prison where proof-reading facilities are notoriously bad. Please don't hold that against the author. You can contact Kyle through the address listed at the end of this entry.] 

An interesting thing about the Fbi being able to infiltrate child pornography rings is these people generally aren't stupid. It takes a certain degree of technical skill to access these groups. Most of the established hardcore groups won't grant someone admission unless they can provide new fresh original material in trade. So where is this new material coming from? 

I don't believe that most of these individuals would actually stop being passive computer cowards and move behind the anonymity of their electronic proxy and actually abduct a child. I have a profound morbid fascination with the darkside of human nature. The ugly depths of depravity our species is capable of has always interested me to the extreme. I think Barb Daly is the same way. The only difference being Barb Daly is intelligent enough and functional enough to turn her obsessive fixations on the things that make us lose our faith in what we are , into a noble honorable career. shes found a socially acceptable outlet. That allows her to justify and rationalize her special interests as being done in service to the greater good. The same thing that drove me to channel my interests and depravity into music,art,writing etc.The same thing that drove Edward Lee to become the most hardcore horror writer. 

Only difference between Barb Daly and a horror writer or an extreme metal musician is Daly gives back to the community, Daly thinks somehow we can be saved from our nature ..I realize and have accepted that were already on our way to hell and most of us are better off dead. I accept death and what i am and i embrace it. I heil the coming apocalypse. Daly types think it can be prevented or at least protracted. You have to like Nico Claux said, find a balance between your desires and the limits imposed by society. Because if you're as fucked up as i am , and that far gone, you can't simply suppress all of that and shove that disease down inside of yourself. Lest it become a festering abscess and burst with the stench of the hole in your soul being bared to the outside world.

It's like a boiling pot of water,. If you have a boiling pot of water on the stove, you can do three things with it:

1.turn down the heat and let it go cold and dead, and dump it down the drain
2.let it boil over and burn you
3.use the boiling water to cook yourself a nourishing meal.

These entrapment cases are fucked up to me on a personal level.

If you take a recovering addict , trying to control their addiction and get clean and then berate and badger them with whatever their addicted to, they're more likely to relapse than if you had left them the fuck alone. It's like giving a razors to a suicidal patient like in Hellraiser 2. 

Dave Kennedy was targeted because he was one of the founding members of a white supremacist prison gang. Dave Kennedy was approached by undercover ATF at a Narcotics Anonymous meeting, and the ATF pestered him about trading a gun for meth, not taking no for an answer. Until finally Kennedy said "Ill text you about it later" . 

That statement was used to charge him with Constructive possession of a firearm in furtherance of drug trafficking. I read all his paperwork. With the constructive possession laws , you can be charged for simply being around a gun or drugs. I believe gun laws do prevent violent crime. I got anger management issues. I've impulsively snapped and caused severe damage to people.When me and my ex would fight we would go after each other with random household objects. If i could have just gone to the store and bought a gun as easily as a can of 4Loko , without all the paperwork and shit, and i didn't have to find some tweaker or something selling a stolen gun and risk getting arrested for felony possession of a firearm, if it wasn't so inconvenient , with all that risk, red tape and effort involved, then my ex girlfriend would likely be dead and i'd be on death row right now..

So i know gun laws work, they'v prevented me from killing people.You go up to a fucked up violent individual and try to give them a gun, knowing they got self control issues, you circumvent and undermine the purpose of gun control laws. The same applies to these conspiracy cases against child porn freaks. It takes a lot of commitment, risk, and effort to actually go out and abduct a kid. A lot of them are into the Nambla trip and don't want to kidnap a child, they want to befriend them and seduce them.  But then here comes Mr. Undercover agent, offering them a too convenient and easy opportunity to pass up kid to diddle.... Bolstering their courage. Its like bringing a six pack to an AA meeting. 

Another interesting aspect of it is the laws. If you give someone as much time for raping a kid as killing them and possession of kiddy porn gets you as much time as rape and murder, then what the fuck's the point of trying to control your sickness with an activity just as illegal? Also if someone rapes a child, then why leave a witness alive?

To be continued:

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 Kyle Nonneman
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