Apopthelema Entry 6 Part 1 by Kyle Nonneman

Apopthelema Entry 6 Part 1 by Kyle Nonneman
[Note: this was composed in prison where proof-reading facilities are notoriously bad. Please don't hold that against the author. You can contact Kyle through the link listed at the end of this entry.]


POSTED Friday, Dec 16, 2016

ZARDOZ SPEAKS TO YOU~~~!!!!!!!!!!

"NO ONE CAN STAND KNOWING THEY'RE ARTIFICIAL"-World On A Wire

There's an old science fiction tale where a guy wishes that everyone was equal and his wishes is granted when all of humanity turns into flat gray mindless robots.

When you look at the problem of government subjugation as a separatist issue only affecting natives, then people reading books like In the Spirit of Crazy Horse, can say well it doesn't effect me because I'm not native. That's why when Ward Churchill wrote about the Peltier setup in Agents of Repression, he also exposed how the FBI's Cointelpro program targeted the freedoms of other people not just AIM.  

It's harder to dissociate yourself from those facts. You look at the ending to Indian Killer By Sherman Alexie, its subjective who the killer actually is and who's at fault. So is the subject of whether or not these crimes were justified acts or atrocity. Similar to how with Peltier, you have people who think it was righteous and justified to kill those FBI agents and admire him for that . And you also have people who admire and support Peltier because they see him as a political prisoner and a martyred symbol of government corruption. That duality has helped to immortalize his plight.

Sherman Alexie frequently in his novel Indian Killer attacks false Indians, whites who try to pose and pretend to be native for various reasons. Even going so far as to discriminate against and fight with real natives in a sustained and concentrated to prove they're not white. Its fucking pathetic. If you hate your race and your culture so much that the only way you can deal with your self-loathing is to pose and pretend to be something you're not and never will be, then you need to deal with your neurotic self contempt , instead of building up a delusion around yourself.

You see beatniks and hippies attracted to black culture and fetishize it. This was done in rebellion against the racist white mainstream society of the time. 

Now you see white kids attracted to black culture because its so assimilated into mainstream pop culture and in fashion. This was done in response to major labels giving all these black rappers record contract and tv shows to defang a subversive element of black culture that was a threat to the white status quo.


There's nothing at all subversive or even slightly edgy about some white kid trying to rebel by pretending to be black anymore. It was pathetic and lame in the 50s and 60s and now its even more pathetic because there's no fucking political statement or risk involved, no you're just going with the fashion and conforming to trend.

Then you also have the racism by proxy found in the all the trailer trash inbred whites that come to prison and pretend to be black or make up stupid inane stories about having minute trace amounts of native american blood in them. Because they do nothing and accomplish nothing with their pathetic lives and they don't ever get anywhere in life and if you're privileged and white and living in filth and poverty , then you either have to drag yourself up and better yourself , or your embrace redneck ideologies that scapegoat responsibility for your failures onto racist conspiracy theories or you become a race traitor and simply pretend to be black,native or whatever. Because then it's somehow glamorous to be a failure living in the gutter in poverty, more natural and typical. 

Then you can look at the pathetic wreckage of your life and feel like a martyred victim not a casualty of your own stupidity. Then you feel its ok to hustle welfare programs with your pretend minority status to fraudulently gain assistance normally reserved for people actually in need. Their way of pretending to be of another race usually involves acting out the cliche cartoon stereotypes of that culture , like a juvenille devil worshipper that knows nothing about true satanism so he imitates christian propaganda about satanism he saw in hollywood horror films.

You also kill two birds with one stone , because this also becomes a convenient way to deal with the collective guilt of being white. People need to face the harsh realities of their existence and not try to pretend to understand the senseless chaotic horrors of this world. We are forever bound in ruin to the uselessness of this world. The fact remains peace and understanding between races isn't ever going to be fucking possible. 

Diversity is forever the enemy of equality. Equality, and mixing of cultures and making the secrets and traditions of every culture public knowledge, doesn't make the world a better place, it just cheapens everything and devalues it into a common mass of hive minded mediocrity. obscurity needs to be cultivated. Some things should remain secret.

REMEMBER THE PARADOX OF SOLLIPISM, NO ONE CAN EVER TRULY UNDERSTAND ANYONE FULLY NOT EVEN THEMSELVES.

DEDICATED TO FRED STILLER (RIP?)

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