APOPTHELEMA ENTRY 16 PART 5 by Kyle Nonneman

APOTHELEMA 16 #5 

APOPTHELEMA ENTRY 16 PART 5 by Kyle Nonneman
(Note: This is the latest entry from Kyle... I'll return to his previous entries after this one is complete.)

APOPTHELEMA ENTRY 16 PART 4
by Kyle Nonneman

[Note: this was composed in prison where proof-reading facilities are notoriously bad. Please don't hold that against the author. You can contact Kyle through the address listed at the end of this entry.] 

"No one who, like me, conjures up the most evil of those half-tamed demons that inhabit the human beast and seeks to wrestle with them, can expect to come through the struggle unscathed."
-Sigmund Freud
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THE HARD REALITY OF SATANISM:
(excerpted/quoted/compiled from O.N.A. samizdat)

"SATANISM HAS BEEN HIJACKED BY POSERS,BY PSEUDO INTELLECTUALS AND GUTLESS COWARDS WHO LIKE THE GLAMOR AND DANGER ASSOCIATED WITH IT IN THE PUBLIC MIND BUT WHO DO NOT HAVE THE GUTS TO BE EVIL. THESE SO CALLED SATANISTS ARE REALLY NAZARENE SCUM IN DISGUISE. WORMS IN DEAD SNAKE SKIN. PRATTLING ON ABOUT MORALITY. I'M SICK OF THESE IMPOSTORS. THOSE WHO GET A THRILL FROM PLAYING THE ROLE BUT WHO NEVER ACTUALLY DO ANYTHING EVIL,WHO NEVER GO TO EXTREMES, WHO NEVER STAND ON THE EDGE; LET ALONE CLIMB DOWN INTO THE DARKNESS OF THE PIT OF HELL"
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"SATANISM DOES NOT SEEK ANY FORM OF OFFICIAL RECOGNITION AS IT DOES NOT SEEK TO BECOME RESPECTABLE OR THE PREROGATIVE OF A MAJORITY."
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"RATHER SATANISM OPERATES AND MUST OPERATE,FOR THE MOST PART IN A CLANDESTINE OR 'UNDERGROUND' MANNER"
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"OFFICIAL" RECOGNITION MEANS SOMEONE OR SOME ORGANIZATION IS GRANTED SOME SORT OF "STATUS" AND THUS ASSUMES BOTH IN THEORY AND IN FACT AN AUTHORITY' AND AN ORGANIZATIONAL STRUCTURE TO SUPPORT IT. "
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"THIS AUTHORITY AND THIS STRUCTURE MEANS FOLLOWERS AND SYCOPHANTS AND CONTRADICTS THE ESSENCE OF SATANISM"
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"BOTH OF THESE OFFICIAL RECOGNITION AND RESPECTABILITY ALSO MEAN THAT THE SELF APPOINTED AUTHORITY WHICH IS RECOGNIZED AND BECOMES OR SEEKS TO BE RESPECTABLE, SETS ITS OWN LIMITS; THERE IS PRESCRIPTION OF OTHER GROUPS , A PEER HIERARCHY AND ALL THE MANY TRAPPINGS OF HERD CONFORMITY. THE TRIUMPH OF ILLUSIVE FORMS OVER ESSENCE. IN BRIEF THE DELUDING OF OTHERS RATHER THAN THEIR LIBERATION."
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"SINCE THE EXPERIENCE OF THE ESSENCE THAT SATANISM BRINGS IS UNIQUE; THIS UNIQUENESS IS TOTALLY CONTRADICTORY TO ALL FORMS THAT SEEK TO CONSTRAIN ,DEFINE AND RESTRICT. TWO OF THESE FORMS BEING 'OFFICIAL RECOGNITION AND RESPECTABILITY."
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"SATANISM IS HARD AND VERY DANGEROUS. THIS DANGER IS MUCH MORE THAN JUST A 'MENTAL' OR A PSYCHIC ONE OF THE KIND SOMETIMES EXPERIENCED IN MAGICKAL WORKINGS. IT IS A PERSONAL DANGER OF THE 'LIFE OR DEATH' KIND.
IF IT IS NOT TOUGH ENOUGH IT IS NOT SATANIC.

FOR FAR TOO LONG THE PATHETIC IMITATION SATANISTS SUCH AS THOSE IN THE TEMPLE OF SET AND THE CHURCH OF SATAN HAVE HAD NO ONE TO CONTRADICT THEIR SICKLY,WIMPISH VERSIONS OF SATANISM.

THEY HAVE TRIED TO DENY THE DARKNESS AND EVIL WHICH ARE ESSENTIAL TO SATANISM BECAUSE THE FRAUDS IN THOSE ORGANIZATIONS ARE FUNDAMENTALLY WEAK.

THEY HAVE NEVER GONE TO THEIR LIMITS; NEVER EXPERIENCED THE REALNESS OF EVIL.

THEY HAVE TRIED TO MAKE SATANISM SAFE & RESPECTABLE THEY HAVE INTELLECTUALIZED IT BECAUSE THEY ARE TYPICAL PRODUCTS OF THIS PRESENT
INTELLECTUALIZED PEACE LOVING 'WE NEED TO BE SAFE' SOCIETY."
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"A SATANIST IS LIKE A BEAST OF PREY-IN REAL LIFE NOT IN FANTASY."
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"A SATANIST MAY BE AND OFTEN IS AN ASSASSIN, A WARRIOR, AN OUTLAW- IN REAL LIFE. THE IMITATION SATANISTS HOWEVER PRETEND TO BE THESE THINGS- THEIR FANTASY LIFE IS GREATER THAN THEIR REAL EXPERIENCES OF SUCH THINGS.
A SATANIST SEEKS AND MAKES REAL HIS/HER FANTASIES AND THEN MASTERS THE REAL LIFE SITUATIONS AND ALL THOSE DESIRES/FEELINGS WHICH GIVE BIRTH TO THOSE FANTASIES.

THEY LIVE THEM AND THEN TRANSCEND THEM. CREATING FROM THOSE EXPERIENCES SOMETHING BEYOND THEM :  A NEW INDIVIDUAL.
OFTEN THINGS GO WRONG -BUT AS ALWAYS IN LIFE, THE STRONG SURVIVE AND THE WEAK PERISH. THE SATANIST CREATES THE DREAMS,STANDARDS OF EXCELLENCE AND SPIRIT WHICH OTHERS OFTEN LATER ASPIRE TO EMULATE. THIS CREATION IS IN REAL LIFE BY DEEDS AND DEEDS ALONE."
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"BECAUSE OF THIS,FEW INDEED ARE THE GENUINE SATANISTS. SOMETIMES THEIR LIVES OR ASPECTS OF THEM BECOME PUBLIC-BUT OFTEN THEY ARE HIDDEN, WORKING THEIR DARKNESS IN SECRET FOR THE BENEFIT OF EVOLUTION"
-O.N.A.

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