Apopthelema Entry 2 Part 3 by Kyle Nonneman

Apopthelema Entry 2 Part 3

by Kyle Nonneman

"THE ONLY WAY TO REFORM PEOPLE IS TO KILL THEM"-CARL PANZRAM

When i lived in Columbia Missouri, Menschenfeind productions sponsored,booked and flyered most of the shows, as well as setup venues and later on started a record store and a radio show,.

A lot of punks who in no way whatsoever contributed constructively to the scene, and never even helped flyer a show or give a touring band a place to crash, saw it as there right to protest and claim ignorantly that Menschenfeind was a white power label and all that bullshit. This feud climaxed in us setting up a Costes House show, Costes is like two GG Allins at once , with a female Bob Flanagan, shit,piss,blood, french woman doing boxcutter genital mutilation on one side of stage , while on the other there are two naked french guys covered in shit and piss, ones fucking a raw chicken while the other guys got a saxophone up his ass.

A lot of these punk kids fled in terror.

It was too punk rock for them.....

After Menschenfeind focused on the record store and moved to st louis, that scene pretty much fucking died. Because the computer cowards who loved to bitch on the internet and call the cops on shows with bands or promoters they didn't like, didn't want to put in the fucking effort and work necessary to set up there own space and book bands. They said fuck that and kept on throwing rocks behind the scene at people actually putting in work. Every band on Panzerfaust records sucked as much shit as Permanent Ruin's drummer. It was all either that polished glossy high production value RoseTattoo / AC/DC ripoff bar rock meets shitty bonehead OI ,cuntry music.. or that Radio Rock friendly nazi hardcore that sounds like Victory/crew shit but even more cheesy and corny.

Nonetheless, when it was discovered that the guy who ran Panzerfaust records wasn't actually white, and was using the money he made off selling white power music to take sex tours in Thailand, he was assaulted and assassinated in short order. In the punk scene , its all an incestuous mass of hippy free love and equality, predicated upon good christian morals, like turn the other cheek, so when you got a shitty ripoff label or a sellout band, they don't get beat up or killed,. No you just see some pseudo intellectual teeny bopper debate club bullshit in the MRR letters section and then when the label shuts down, he sells his out of print ripoff records to the highest bidder on Viva La Vinyl.

Like the US Government in Vietnam etc. imposing there righteousness on the heathens, and the Crusades...Punks also see themselves as morally obligated to police the scene, and tell people what there supposed to think and believe, and they see it as there right to tell people what to believe. They say it's about thinking for yourself, but anybody who's an apolitical nihilist and rises above the politics, is basically cast out and spit upon. You got free will to think for your self as long as you do it inside of there tiny box , whose borders are set by those with the most subcultural scene capital. You can sit there and tell me all about the fucking horrors of fetishizing nazi imagery and why we shouldn't promote this or that band, but you still sound like a fucking redneck prattling about the evil things muslims do to justify their war. Rednecks like to fight and blow shit up and you like the controversy and the arguments. I think you should all just be fucking killed and exterminated alongside the rest of the human race.

The drummer for Permanent Ruin said he was suffering from self loathing and mental disease. I think people like him, would feel a lot better if they would just do the right thing and take their own lives. Commit suicide. I don't need some damage case closet christian like that drummer, claiming I'm inferior because i listen to Death In June. Fuck you and the human race your so obsessed with advancing and promoting. People turn apolitical and nihilistic, when they wake up and realize humanity can't be fixed and that you can't salvage mankind, the best you can do is promote the extinction of humanity, and stand up against those who still quixotically believe in the lofty ideal that we can be saved and that we can make this world a better place.

I'm not the one kicking the dead horse.

LONG LIVE DEATH!`

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WWW.RIOVANCE.COM

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Apopthelema Entry 2 Part 2 by Kyle Nonneman

Apopthelema Entry 2 Part 2

by Kyle Nonneman

THE GUILTY HAVE NO PRIDE:

"I SINCERELY BELIVE THAT IF YOU THINK THERE'S A SOLUTION, YOU'RE PART OF THE PROBLEM"-GEORGE CARLIN

(Go Fuck off and kill yourself Permanent Ruin drummer Rich Gutierrez.)

I love Death In June. When i first met my better half (CHECK OUT HER SITE WWW.RIOVANCE.COM), i was in county for assaulting a police officer and they put her in the Super max hole in the cell next to mine. I remember how beautiful it was when she sang Heaven Street and She Said Destroy by Death In June, alone in her cell. She was in there for stabbing somebody. she was living knowingly without a future anyway as a result of having H.I.V since she was 13. The virus made her more attractive to me, combining the twin extremes of sex&death, .The social darwinist , might is right, themes of Death In June's lyrics influenced her to be strong and independent,As well as inspireing her to use music as a creative outlet to vent all the fucked up shit in her life,and rise above her heroin addiction and terminal disease. She rolled a pedophile truck driver that tried to rape her friend in a motel room in kansas city,stabbed the guy up,tied him down and shot him up with a viral loaded rig full of H.I.V positive blood. (The conversation we had about this truck driver is used as the intro to my track "The Disease is Love")

I always associated "She Said Destroy" with the Venus in Furs elements of our relationship. Death In June is haunting and cold minimalist music, alot of punks and metalheads have an elitist tendency to dismiss with animosity beautiful accoustic music . Ladytron even did a tribute to Death In June with there cover of Little Black Angel. Go fucking protest a Ladytron show.. I remember reading a six weeks interview in MRR where Athena kautsch said she listens to Ladytron..Better call her before the committe on unpunk activities and burn her at the stake....I hate the human race, i look at death, not as something to fear and a source of shock, but as something beautiful and natural. Strife,war and violence will always be an intrinsic part of humanity. Communism dosnt work , because we are human beings, not an insect hive mind. Writers like Charlee Jacob,Jean Genet and Films like Nekromantik,Martyrs and American Beauty were revolutionary and iconoclast, because there portrayl of death was as something beautiful and erotic, whereas most other films just used death as something to be afraid and horrified of . "DEATH IS THE MARTYR OF BEAUTY"When you live most of your life with a terminal illness, you become more aware of the limitations of your mortality . You gain a better grasp on the world.Death In June celebrated death and strife in that context. To weaker minds , who live in fear of the grave, used to the way death is depicted in Cannibal Corpse lyrics and slasher films, Death In June and Nekromantik's attitude towards this natural part of our existence, is hard to comprehend. Because its about accepting and embracing something you have lived in fear of your whole life. So its of course far simpler to just dismiss this band as nazi bullshit, then actually listen to what is being said and open your eyes. Death In June's music isnt distributed by any national socialist labels. They exist autonomously of and in opposition of most genres and scenes,yet still manage to make a lasting impact. There in fact targeted and scorned by skinheads because of Douglas Pearce being so openly gay. "MANY ENEMIES BRING MUCH HONOR".Comments Pearce made about his sexual prefences were laughabley used by bay area scene police punks to discredit Death In June,.pearce stated in Dagobert's Revenge Zine that he prefered to suck white uncircumcised cock.

This was considered an example of racist hate speech and this portion of the interview was quoted on flyers protesting Death In June.Theres a significant difference between Death In June's misanthropic pro death social darwinist lyrics and there atavistic nostalgia for a simplier quieter prechristian era; and the ideology expressed by white supremacists.Death In June's lyrics and themes are largely influenced by writers and philosphers like Heraclitus,Nietzsche,Octave Mirbeau, and Jack London. (Alot of those authors are distributed by Re/search and AK Press.)

If you're illiterate and don't know the obvious differences between those writers and The works of Hitler,Rockwell and James Mason, then of course you can just call them nazis.. Your already doing and saying the same shit Mccarthy did anyway except your using the word nazi instead of commie. Also Death In June never firebombed the tour bus of bands whose politics they didnt approve of.

Just like what Rupture said :EVERYONE'S A HYPOCRITE.AND WE DON'T FUCKING CARE.
       
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